So DH and i are going to TTC in April. I'm going off the pill in January and we're preparing by doing a wine country trip and skiing before a little one ties us down a bit.

Our favorite Aunt..Flo was going to visit on my honeymoon in April- so I did that trick of not taking the placebo pills and had a great beachy time with my new hubby. My body has been making me pay for it ever since. Since April, I had only had 1 visit and it was 2 months ago. I had just been to my gyn last week and got and "all good" for the regular stuff so i knew I was otherwise healthy.

So the disappointing comes in where I had to tell DH after 2 months of of no Flo. He was a bit shocked but said- let's test on Friday if nothing shows up(this was Wednesday and I was supposed to start Monday night). Well last night I started spotting. I told Danny and he said-"It's a bit disappointing, but I guess it's all good-I really did want to go skiing." (*heart wrench*) I was feeling the same way. I mean i was bummed about going to Napa in a week and having to forgo drinking, but it would have been cool to have a little one in the spring.

Such mixed emotions- I never thought i had it in me.