Monday, August 25, 2008
Why do I sabotage myself???
Here it's almost Sep and I haven't done anything for Aug. I've been eating and drinking and not working out.
My vacation is over and I guess I feel I don't have anything to motivate me. I want to get to that 135, why do I have such a mental block about doing that?
Yesterday I had a family dinner at my house and we were looking at old pictures and so many of them of me when I was a lot heavier, you'd think that would give me the motivation.
I guess one of my goal is to look thinner this year at Christmas than I did last year. So I need to get it together and do it!
I need to be active on SP like I was when I first joined. I know I haven't been lately because am not doing right. I need to set some goals, stick to it and reward myself when I meet them.
Am going to regroup and start over like am new again.