Sunday, August 10, 2008
Well it was really like over the past six weeks. On Friday I finally ended it for real with my boyfriend Chuck who I had been with for over four years. He and I are going different ways with our lives and I don't like the path he has chosen. It has been very sad and difficult for me, but I can't be with someone who goes against my values and morals. My heart has been broken for the past 2 months, but I have been living through it and making the best of it. I have been making changes for myself to be healthy and strong. and most important not turn to food at a time like this!!! I really had the fantasy that one day we would marry. Like I said most likely that was my fantasy and not his reality!! Like my karaoke song of the 90's "I will Survive"! I am a smart, strong, independent woman!! Who is on her way to the lean mean fighting machine she once was!!