Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Ok, so last night even though ii had ate enough during the day last night i went and had a late night binge fest.
I did take my daily walk but i did not get to walk as much as i usaully do bc i had this real bad pain in the side of my stomache like someone stabbing me
so i tried to continue walking but it hurt so bad just to move so i stopped and went home. But atleast i did get out and move right? Last night was so bad it was like i could not stop eating even though i was full.
I just dont get it why i can not have control of myself
If i keep this up im not going to reach my goal im just going to get further away from it. My scale keeps going up everyday is it possible to gain 1-2 pounds everyday? Or is this just water weight due to TOM being a lil over a week away? I need all the support i can get. I want to overcome this eating even though im not even hungry yet i EAT EAT EAT! It makes no sence at all. Ok, so today is a new day and im going to try again but im getting so tired of trying again everyday i dont want to give up but sometimes i just feel like what is the point anymore???