I wearing size 18 jeans, im finally out of the 20's, in tops and bottoms I ve been in 20 something sized clothing since forever,i think the lasttime i wore a size 18 I was12 or 13.its been about 10 or 11 years, this was one of my main goals, I cant believe I made it!!Im skinnier now then I was in high school,im so happy.My whole image mentally and physically is starting to is starting to change . yesterday my hubby and I bought a basketball to play outside and a real little bike for Jayden.WE never bought those type of things before,because we were never active.I miss my daddy greatly but I know he is proud, of the things we have acomplished, my hubby and I plan on hiking to the top of one of the highest hillsin the catskills and letting some of my fathers ashes free to the wind, (if county law and state law approves of itcourse)