Friday, July 18, 2008
Had a great day till dinner. I Was very hungry when i came home, and tired, which is a bad combination. i decided to make these lean cuisine sandwich things and then everyone came home and we decided to go to Carrabas. I had already eaten 300 calories for dinner but i think i wanted to make everyone happy. I ordered a big salad with shrimp and scallops but ate bread and tasted everyones and shared desert and had a mozzarella cheese stick. I am feeling very mad at myselfand disgusted. i need to just write it off and learn from it. I know there is nothing to be gained by getting down on myself, I also haven't exercised for three days. i never exercise on my 12 hour days and then i had my wisdom teeth removed. I wanted to feel light tomorrow for my motorcycle class but now i am feeling like a big fat loser. i know my calories for dinner is deflated because my fork was everywhere. I wish i could learn from this!