Thursday, July 17, 2008
I am 17 weeks pregnant (tomorrow) and my pants dont fit but not everyone can tell i am pregnant.
I just feel bloated and big! I feel like I ate a whole watermelon and it is just sitting in my stomach. I didn't think the weight gain would bother me so much. Maybe because I put in so much work and effort to losing 15 lbs before I got pregnant.
I am just venting. I am excited about expecting a baby but I am also scared. Will I be a good mom? Will I not be able to lose the weight after? Will I just give up on myself and not take care of myself? There are alot of emotions going on and I just feel crummy right now.