Wednesday, July 16, 2008
I am really struggling with this whole stupid weight thing, i believe a part of why i am so tired is b/c of the crap i eat. i just have no, NO motivation to move. i am so heavy that is bothersome to move my flab. i stopped by circle k this morning to get a pop(always a mistake), and grabbed my usual, 99 cent bag of doritos, and a nutty bar (the giant one). so even though i know i shouldn't of had it for breakfast, i am determined to at least log it in sparkpeople. so i did. by 9 am, i logged 900 calories. however, i did turn around and realized the nutty bar was still on my desk. I didn't even eat the nutty bar! i couldn't tell if i had or not, i wasn't paying attention to what i was eating, and thought I ate it!! talk about mindless eating! so, i decided, i will not eat it. i will give it to jolene @ lunch : P hehehe. but that nutty bar is 470 calories, i just logged if i went to mcdonalds for lunch for a southwest salad (no chicken) and fruit and yogurt parfait, then 2 plums for snack this afternoon...for the 1 nutty bar i didn't even know i ate! how horrible!!!!