Why does this have to be so hard
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
I'm sick of having to start over.
I wonder how far I could have been if I had just kept at it.
A year ago I weighed 20-ish pounds less than I do now, maybe even 25.
It was wonderful.
But I allowed myself to mess it up, and now here I am. Again.
Picked up a book called "Protein Power" at a used book store last week. I'm giving that a try.
I have no expectations right now. All I can do is start. Again.