Saturday, June 21, 2008
Well, today was my W&M at Curves, doing it now since my normal day is in the middle of my trip. I wish I hadn't. I wish I'd just waited until next month, or maybe even never. I think I'd just rather not know I suck.
So, my grand total for the month was 3 inches down, 1.5 pounds lost, .3% body fat. I know I can't always have amazing stellar losses, but c'mon, 1.5 pounds for a MONTH? (cries) Sure, I can blame some of this on my period. I'm bloated, and in a heck of a lot of pain. I nearly passed out on the way back home. But still, that body fat percentage, only that much? I didn't go in expecting wowsa losses, but I thought by not looking at the scale, by not obsessing, at least maybe a little positive karma would boost those for me. Maybe I was all excited for nothing. Or maybe I just suck.
I'm so bummed. And now I'll have those depressing numbers on my brain the whole bloody trip.