Friday, June 20, 2008
Today was a day completely full of stress and tense situations. I was hoping it would all be over, but today is going to be just as stressful! I wasn't able to make it to the gym yesterday and so instead of my usual net calories of 1200-1500, I had a net of 1850! But I guess that was alright, considering the scale went down this morning!
I am hoping that I can make today work as well. It's hard when life drags us through the mud and then expects us to make it through? Great...I just had to take a break from typing this blog. It's already starting again. I just took a phone call and now I need to call the other side and....it sucks being in the middle. You have the people on one side mad at the people on the other side and taking it out on YOU!
One side was understanding yesterday but apparently when sleeping on it decided they were much angrier that they realized. So now my heart is beating a little faster than before. Lord, PLEASE help me through today.
Just a quick add-on to explain why I can't leave the situation. I am very much involved in what's going on. I wasn't there for the actual event, so I can't have an opinion of what happened either way, which is why I'm in the middle. But I am very much involved with both sides, especially to make sure no one is hurt. There are some emotions as well as lives involved! It sounds cheesy to say it's a "life and death" situation, but it really is.