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Update on ME :)

Monday, June 16, 2008

I'm not gone, just not doing well. Binged like crazy over the last 3 days and today is Day 1 again. I hate when I let myself fall into that cycle, but I"m in it. I"ll do good for nearly two weeks and then screw it up major, and have to start over. ** sigh **

I'll also be pretty busy for the next several days/a couple weeks. We finally got another pool, above ground, and we need to work on leveling the site and getting it put up. I'm excited about that. Maybe it will inspire me to get in some swimming type exercises! Then, we'll be starting the remodeling of my daughters' room. That is going to be a chore, but fun! I'm looking forward to doing that and seeing how it comes out. I should put up some before and after pics cause right now their room is a wreck on top of being small! :)

Anyhow, don't give up on me, I'll be popping in now and again to track foods.

Keep me in your prayers, good thoughts and good wishes for me to stick with my eating plan this time. I can't keep gaining weight!

I've decided to hit induction again for the next two weeks. It would be really nice to be back where I was by the end of June. It could happen IF I'm diligent and consistent and do not fall into any binges! Only one hard day should be ahead of me... my 22nd anniversary on the 23rd of this month. I've already told hubby that I'd really rather not go out to eat.

I hope all of y'all are doing well and keeping with your plan!

Hugs to all!

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  • BETH...
    Renee: I've been wondering about you, and am so glad you posted! I miss seeing you around. Don't give up, and don't be so hard on yourself. Throw yourself into your pool and your daughter's room, and let yourself focus on that. Hang in there! emoticon
    3506 days ago
    Swimming will be GREAT exercise and fun. Take it one day at a time with the eating. Just try to make good choices at each meal.

    3507 days ago
  • JNORMAN1969
    Renee you will definitely be in my prayers. Just keep on keeping on girl, you can do this, as long as you pick yourself up then that is good it's when we stay down that we get into trouble, check in often and let us know how it is going.
    3507 days ago
    So glad you checked in. Hang in there. You are such a great buddy here. You fess up when you mess up and pick yourself up and start again. That's the sure recipe for success...diligence. Hugs to you, Renee'!!
    3508 days ago
    It's so good to hear from you. Seriously, I miss my regular buds when I don't hear from them. I totally understand where you are, I find myself there a lot more often than I want! I know how hard it is, but love yourself anyway, get back up and go again. We're here for you and love you.

    3508 days ago
  • LIBRA73
    Hang tough girl, you will ge thru it. We all do! So when can I come over for a swim?
    3508 days ago
    Just keep picking yourself back up and don't give up. i am living proof that it can be done!
    3508 days ago
    I'm just glad you're still with us. I know how it can get. You need to get back on for that day to day accountability and support. We help keep you focused. emoticon
    Do what you gotta do, but just say it's too hot to eat anything but melons!!! LOL
    Looking forward to the before and after shots!
    3508 days ago
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