Ugh! Itīs out of control...
Monday, June 16, 2008
So a few days back, I quit my raw food challenge. It was a rash decision, spur of the moment, and I was almost finished anyway.
It was becoming a serious chore whereas before I was enjoying it a lot. Considering my issues with food, I thought ok, if itīs not feeling good, then donīt do it.
So what happened....about four days of total anarchy is what happened.
Not only havenīt I eaten well AT ALL, but I havenīt even been accountable for what ive eaten. Raw food is MUCH more food tracker friendly! :)
I think that really I HAVE to do raw foods because itīs the only way iīve found to control myself, my portions, my habits, my binging, my hunger. If I can have a little of something then I take it, eat it and then promptly feel unsatisfies and eat more. It doesnīt feel good to feel so out of control.
My whole point of going back to cooked food was to have MORE control, and here I am feeling like a slave to my big fat tummy. UGH!