Friday, June 13, 2008
Well...just by looking at my blog you can see where I started to fall off the wagon. It started with me trying to keep SP at bay. Not because SP wasn't working, because it was...as a matter of fact, it consumed me. I was constantly putting in my stats, updating, checking the boards out. The problem was...that it was consuming and that is all I seemed to have time for. Well, unfortuanately, that caused me to loose my focus and I started slipping...thinking I didn't need the food calculator, I didn't need the interaction with others. I could do it on my own.
EPIPHANY...isn't this exactly what we say to God...I don't need you, I can do it by myself. It is only when we are stuck so deep in the quagmire that we call out for a helping hand from our loving Father.
Fortunately, I didn't fall so deep in that slippery slope before calling out for help. Only a few pounds...but still...I worked so hard to get them off and now, here they are again. Saying, "hello" like an old friend.
So here I am, crying out to God and falling on my knees for Him to take control and help me find a balance in life. I can't do this on my own....
Happy Father's day everyone.....