Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Well... still out of control. Last night I picked up Tosca Reno's book again and started re-reading it. I need to.
Today is my last day with students. It's my crazy all-day day with no break whatsoever. Hopefully my students will allow me to do some grading while they're testing so I won't be too far behind by the end of the day.
As for me, I know I've said it before, but I've got to re-commit. Yesterday was a disaster. I ate CRAP, 3 times. I really feel gross today. I decided to step on teh scale and see - and I can't believe that I'm only 153.6. Thank heavens. But last night when I ran down the stairs I noticed the jiggle on my bottom. Gotta get back in shape.
I can't wait for summer to start (Sat). Up early and working out instead of grading papers. Up early and working in the garden!!!! Focusing 100% on clean eating. Doing my own grocery shopping. Broiling 8 chicken breasts to have for the week! BEautiful salads! Getting away from the constant junk at work.
Today will be another day of pie and cake as we have one more birthday to celebrate. I am going in knowing this. I don't care if it's chocolate mousse and cheesecake. I'm not going to do it. I know that I'm an addict that is back on my drug (sugar) - but I will not cave today. (Helps that I have class all day and don't sit in the office at all today!) I will not cave today. I will not cave. I know I will be tempted. I will walk away. I will bring a bag of veggies and salsa. I will not cave.
Tomorrow is staff breakfast. Again - lots of unclean stuff. I will eat oatmeal before I leave. I will only have fruit at the breakfast. I will bring my clean lunch. I will NOT succumb to the leftover pies and cakes that will be sitting out for us. I am going to succeed. It is worth so much.