Saturday, April 26, 2008
Today is my first day back in a week or so. I'm not in a good place but trying hard to get back with it by Monday. I'm not sure what's up with me. I'm sad, bored, and fighting eating because of it. So far, so good. I haven't been on the scale in over a week either.
I was supposed to go to a Red Hat function today but I needed the money for other things so I didn't go. I guess that's one of the reasons I'm bummed out today.
I do suffer from PTSD and I have my ups and downs but I haven't felt like this in a while and I'm not used to it.
My plan is to be quiet today. Go to church tomorrow and maybe go visit my daughter.
Monday I plan to go to Bally to swim ... Tuesday and Friday also. I have to make some doctors appointments on Monday also for both me and my husband. I hope someone holds me accountable to keep my plan.
I haven't been feeling well, pain wise, all week so I'm sure that is adding to my mood. I also missed going to Mass on Friday. I try to go daily because it lifts my spirit.
Well, I hope I haven't bummed anyone out. I'll be okay. I just had to share how I've been feeling, and sit on this pity pot just a little longer before I wipe myself off and get with it again.
Thanks for reading.
Many blessings, Yvonne