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DIANNA36

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NEED TO TRY HARDER !!!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT TRYING TO EAT BETTER THAT IS SO HARD !!!!! I THINK I AM DOING GOOD AND THEN THE NEXT THING YOU KNOW I AM EATING BAD AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!
THERE ARE DAYS THAT I THINK I FEEL AND LOOK GOOD AND THEN THERE ARE DAYS I CANT STAND MYSELF !!!!!
I GET NICE THINGS IN THE STORE TO DRESS IN AND WHEN I LOOK AT THE SIZE I AM GETTING I WANT TO RUN OUT OF THE STORE AND JUST DIE !!!!!!!
AND THEN WHEN SOMETHING I THINKS FITS NICE ! AND I LOOK IN THE MERRIER !! I HATE ME EVEN MORE !!!!!
I WAS THINKING ABOUT GETTING A DIET PILL TO GIVE ME A JUMP !!
BUT WE WILL HAVE TO SEE !!!
WELL ITS JUST ANOTHER DAY IN THE RUN !!!!!

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  • v PENFIELDKID
    Eating better is hard to do. I allow myself one day a week to pig out...if I find it is necessary. Every morning I look in the mirror, smile and say "I love you just as you are". Someone has to tell me, so I tell myself. I would not take a diet pill. Mostly because I take so much medication that it most surely would upset my blood test. But they are a crutch. I don't know you, if you were close to me I'd hug you and tell you "You are NOT bad! You are a good person with the energy and strength to conquer."
    3013 days ago
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