Friday, April 11, 2008
So I have some recent...issues i guess I will call them. Although they aren't really new issues I have had them since I was 16. And they have been comming back...with a vengence. It' so wierd. Some things have happened lately that have brought up some older issues and feelings of inadequacy. Also some old "control" habits have started sneaking up on me with out me fully realizing it. Well any way I have started meds. They seem ok except for the incredible exhaustion I feel. Its like I cant get enough sleep. But what really gets under my skin is the people who constantly ask me if I REALLY need the meds, they say "dear you dont that stuff there isnt anything wrong with you" I just want to scream at them and yell "you have no idea what is wrong with me" "you folks have no clue what is going on in my head" ARRGHHH I just want to get better.