Tuesday, April 08, 2008
When I get stressed I eat and not always the things I should. My job is stressing me, my husband is stressing me and my family is going through a ruff time with my grandfather who was just diagnosed with Alzheimer's!
All this and I am expected to stay on track!?! I am really going through and feel like my goals are getting further and further away from me. It really makes me sad and I am just trying to press on through but feel worse as the days go by.
How did I get like this? I used to be a track star, cheerleader, active and not ashamed of who I am and now I would rather stay in with fear some one will judge me. I know it sounds very silly but it is how I feel. I am starting to feel I will never change............