Tuesday, April 08, 2008
I've recently finished reading The Kite Runner and was blown away by the courage shown by Amir, the protagonist, as an adult he faced the demons of the past and redeemed himself from terrible choices he once made as a child.
Similarly, Jimmy Santiago Baca displayed courage and tremendous self-confidence as he placed himself in harm's way, risking detention by the INS as he describes in his "Parting Words" available for streaming or download at this website: www.poetrypoetry.com/Fea
These incidences have moved me to tears at times. I realize that they resonate so soundly with me because I'm increasingly aware of the kind of courage I need to break through old patterns of denying myself the freedom to express my true voice, my true actions.
One song which captures this spirit for me is "My Song" by Keith Jarrett and Jan Garbarek. It's available at Amazon for download for 89 cents...such a deal! You can also listen to a sample of the song: www.amazon.com/My-Song-K
There is a childlike music box quality at times during this song, which swells with passion and pride at others. Highly recommended!
One area I've been neglecting over the years has been a serious lack of socializing with friends. My life has been primarily going to work and coming home and any socializing I've been doing has been within that context. Of course there's been the added wonderful outlet of SparkPeople!
So, I had cancellations last Sat. freeing me up. This was the opening I needed to call an old friend and invite him out for lunch/brunch. We had a great time catching up and during our conversation he mentioned that he had to go to New York City this upcoming week for a small business transaction and invited me to come along and spend the day walking about the city taking in the sites. I knew this was an opportunity that wouldn't come along often so I sprung for it and we are set to hop on the bus to Port Authority this Thursday!
Woo hoo! I'm psyched to blow the cobwebs! Weather should be mid-60's and sunny...made to order! :-)
Breaking out of old patterns can sometimes be painful, however this time? A glorious thing!