Monday, March 17, 2008
I found out last Thursday that I am pregnant. This pregnancy was not planned and was quite a shock to me. (My daughters are almost 10 and 15 1/2. I am 35 years old.) I will tell you my first reaction was to sob hysterically. After 11 1/2 months at Sparkpeople, I am 14.2# from reaching my goal. That was a HUGE big deal to me. I just wanted to reach my goal. I could say no matter what I did not fail, because I reached my goal. Welllllllll... this mixes it up a bit.
I am only 5 weeks pregnant. There is a chance w/ my age and past pregnancies that this pregnancy is a little more high risk. *cross your fingers and send up a prayer for a healthy baby* I have 35 weeks...... I have to continue to eat right. I have to continue to excercise, but I know I am going to need a bit of prodding. Feel free. :)
I feel especially bad for my teams. I don't want to let them down. I have prided myself in NEVER having a gain during my time at SP. I am hoping for a few maintains, but I will eventually have a gain.... It just breaks my heart.
I am however looking forward to little fingers and toes, baby smells and coos. It has been a long time....