Thursday, February 21, 2008
Okay, so I have been lazy the past year. I've gained so much weight it's depressing.
Anyhow, I came to the realization of how unhappy I've been. Mainly with myself with the decisions I decided to make the past almost two years. Well I finally realized that for people to love me, I have to love myself first.
I'm not going to say I will start working out. I say I AM going to work out and lose weight.
I am going to take a trip with my best friend that I haven't seen in ten years in July. She and I are going to start working out "together" to give each other support on losing weight. I want to look good when we go on our trip so we can have fun going out and swimming! I haven't been in a public pool since grade school. I want to wear a dress and feel beautiful!
I know I'm not going to lose 50 or 60 pounds by then, but I'm going to set my goal at 30, hich may or may not happen. I am aiming for 20 pounds at least. I know I can do this since I know have faith in myself and know this is something I can do!