Thursday, February 21, 2008
Well, I am trying to get started again....I really lost my interest in all of this awhile back and it shows on the scale. I am almost back to my all time high weight. I have just about gained back 20 pounds. I really just need to get going again and just can't seem to get back in the right mind set to do it.
It is starting to affect my "relationship" with my husband as I don't like what I look like and it seems at times that it makes our time in the bedroom more challenging than it ever has been. I know he likes my body, but I know that he sees the difference of the last year of gaining all my weight back.
I wish that I could just jump back into it like I did when I first found spark almost 2 years ago. But I just can't seem to.