Friday, July 27, 2012
I haven't been sleeping well this week and with worrying and dealing with my knee and being in some pain, all the stuff going on at work....when I got home from work tonight, I made a bad decision followed by a worse one.
I had planned on taking our gym account off hold today and hitting the pool this evening, but I forgot that the gym closes at 6 on Fridays and we don't get off until 6.
We had a big storm that came through late this afternoon and the stoplights were out right at 5pm so traffic was a nightmare, it took probably 20 minutes to get home instead of the usual 5 minutes. By the time we got home and I put up the little bit of groceries that I bought before collecting my beau from work, it just hit me.
I'm tired of not sleeping.
I'm tired of feeling like I have to babysit myself all the time.
Sometimes I wish I could just be a normal person.
I am worn out from end of the month stuff at work along with the stress of our company being broken up and sold and hopefully still having a job after August 20.
I am tired of babying my knee and I am tired of this pity party I have been wallowing in all day.
Bad decision....giving in to being worn out and tired.
Worse decision....ordering pizza after feeling extra hungry today AND forgetting to specify thin crust.
Worst decision....letting my guard down, letting the bad habits sneak back in and eating 3 slices of said pizza without even thinking about it.
I have been sitting here feeling like I have a rock in my stomach and my heart has been pounding away like crazy.
Although I was bordering on full, I waited a little bit and ate some cold watermelon which has helped settle things a bit. At least it cut the grease from the pizza anyways and settled my stomach.
Why I let my guard down, ESPECIALLY on the night before weigh-day, I have no idea. I had weigh day scheduled specifically on Saturday mornings because we usually have a night out on Saturday or Sunday night, which gives me a week to correct any mistakes.
It has been a long week, a lax week, a frustrating week full of ups and downs, and thank God its over!
I logged, blogged and now I am movin' on!
I WILL get sleep tonight, I WILL get to the pool tomorrow, and I WILL either get on the Kinect or get out for a walk on Sunday!
I'm NOT normal and that's not necessarily a bad thing, I have my beau who loves me for me and my family and my friends too.
I have made progress so far and will continue to reach my goals.
I GOT THIS!
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Good news from the doctor, I can still exercise...as my knee tolerates, so it will be back to the gym and the pool for us for awhile...Got another steroid shot, JEEZ, my doctor loves those steroids, but they burn me up! I went for x-rays too for my knee and hip (that I was supposed to have x-rayed last week) I also got a huge painkiller shot and just finished sleeping it off.
When he asked if anything happened to my knee, I told him that my fat happened to it and maybe I was too big to run and he told me that was nonsense. He is such a good doctor!
Its 9pm and I am just finishing dinner but I got to use my new taco bowl pans tonight for dinner...note to self...don't be a calorie nazi and get the bigger tortilla shells! They were more like little cups, so I had two of them, lol!
Yummy though, I made shredded chicken and mixed in the leftover pulled pork and added taco seasoning, filled up each bowl with 1/4 cup meat, 1tbs shredded cheese, some garden spring mix, and slice of avocado and a squeeze of lime, YUM!
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Ok, this was my third try at week one for the couch to 5k program. Thankfully the huge storms that came through yesterday cooled it off quite a bit and made the air breathable again. I didn't even have to use my inhaler once!
The jogging portion is now going AMAZING! I am now pretty confident in being able to run 60 seconds at a time....actually my first and third jogs were 1:03, the second jog, I had a bit of trouble with when my knee started to twinge up a bit and I think it made me tense up and run funny.
Since I don't jog on Sunday or Mondays, I am going to work on yoga and give my knees some special attention instead of messing about with the X-box Kinect this weekend.
I also came up with an idea of going to watch one of the upcoming 5k runs, I won't be ready to participate for awhile yet, but I am very curious and think I might be able to learn something.
I am pretty sure I went over my calories this weekend but its dinner date weekend with my beau and I really really really did not want a salad for dinner again. I don't think I went over by much but have no idea how to log what I ate.
I had crawfish stuffed mushrooms for an appetizer, other than the crawfish and the mushrooms, I have no idea what else was in them. I also has grilled fish tacos, and the waitress talked the chef into substituting mahi mahi for the (yucky) tilapia. They were actually quite light, they were topped with a jicama slaw and dressed with lime juice.
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