Tuesday, October 21, 2008
.. sooo I'm feeling quite lazy today.
I think it all started with not sleeping well. I tossed and turned, and then had a "nightmare" which after awake was not all that scary, just stressful... but you know how it is when you're sleeping. HAHAHA. My DH was causing a riot in a movie theater. He IS kinda particular about watching movies -- everyone needs to be quiet. No chit chat, no extra noisy stuff... anyway. In my dream the people behind us came into the theater with stacks of dripping hot wings and big dipping things of ranch. The smells of the food in the theater were just nauseating to me -- it was like all I could smell was the acidity in the food and it just smelled sour and disgusting. And of course they were being loud, licking fingers and all that nonsense. So I tell DH -- Stay here! I'm going to go get a manager. Thinking maybe it'd be better for me to handle it? When I get back to the theater the lights are up, the movie isn't running, there's yelling and shouting... I can't remember how exactly the next part happened, but they ended up out in the hall of the theater with the man (it was a couple) threatening my DH with his fists -- and he was running!! (So unrealistic, DH would've thrown down I think... hahaha but anyway)... I woke up around this time, tried to go back to sleep but eventually gave up on sleeping. It was like 8AM. I work 1-10PM. :P So anyway, I decide to get up and make our lunches and eat some cereal (part of the reason I was having a hard time going to sleep was I was feeling hungry...). (I think I might not have eaten enough the night before, or at least not the right kind of calories... more on that later...)
SO ANYWAY! I make lunches, come back to bed, read for a while, go back to sleep around 9:45-10ish... woke up at like... 11AM. Watched TV ... did some ST. Nothing major. My knee was not feeling 100%, so I decided it'd be wiser not to try running yet, and to avoid lower body ST. So I did a bunch of crunches and some upper body stuff, but it wasn't enough to really feel like a WORKOUT. You know?
So I guess that's the reason I feel lazy, cause I didn't really SWEAT today. Also because I was awake for so long this morning, I ate more than I usually do in the AM. :P WONDERFUL!!! But I entered everything into my tracker, and entered my dinner plan for tonight, and I'm still within range with a couple hundred calories to spare if I feel like I need a bit more tonight.
THE CONCERT!!!!!!!! It went well. :) Everyone complimented me on a job well done on my solo, so that felt really good. :D I didn't feel I did my best, but it was good. During our dress rehearsal they decided to ask me to stand during my solo. :D HAHA So that was new. I think it might have added to my nerves, but it was ok. :) UMMMMMMM yeah. Then there was the reception -- I nibbled on a couple of veggies, a couple of little sesame sticks (I love those things), but then I hit up the sweets table and ate a piece of two different cakes, about half a brownie, and a cookie. And then I also had some meat and cheese from the meat and cheese tray. But I did avoid the fried chicken fingers. (To be honest---they didn't really appeal to me that much! I guess we know my weakness is not fried food but SWEETS.) So then I felt like I was done, but looking back on it I might not have eaten ENOUGH that night. I might have just overdone the sweets and shut myself off from food because of that... or I might have been full and within range. I kept quizzing myself after we got home as to whether I was hungry or not, but I wasn't. I was just SO hungry this morning that I'm wondering... but oh well whatever. :) Overanalyze it NO MORE!!!!!!! I got full, I stopped eating. That is a pretty big deal for me in itself.
I also weighed myself this morning. I have to admit I was a bit fearful after the weekend buffet and last night not really checking myself at the reception when it came to the sweets, and I did it AFTER eating that early breakfast... but I'm still within range!!! Right at that same number I usually get. So yay on that.
I hope to be able to run tomorrow. I WILL I WILL I WILL TRY at least.
I will also be picking up lots of candy and whatnot. Next week at work we will be running contests and also giving out candy to everyone. I'm not buying any candy for me and DH -- we won't be home Halloween night and even if we were we have NEVER gotten ANY trick or treaters. So we'd buy some and end up with a ton of candy. So this way I get to buy some, and I'll get a tiny bit at work, but we won't have an overload sitting at home. :) SCORE! Plus it's for work contests so it's all on company dime, mwahaha.
Tonight - Cuban Black Bean Stew. :D I hope it lives up to my expectations. I will report back!
So to sum up: Concert = good, post concert treats = neutral, today's workout = did it.
Monday, October 20, 2008
So this weekend was pretty good. I guess let's start with the main event, the long run on Saturday...
AND the emoticons aren't working.
So picture a lovely runner here! :D HAHAHA. OK... so I ran 6.55 miles. LONGEST DISTANCE EVER!!! LONGER THAN A 10K!!! WOOHOO!! Longest time spent running ever -- 1:38:42 (or something like that, I'm not sure the seconds are exactly right but close enough). I burned 1252 calories. YEAH. KILLER. And killer. Because I jacked my knee up apparently. (NOT TOO BAD.) It feels mostly normal today, and mostly normal yesterday. Judging by where the pain is and reading some things, I think I'm suffering from iliotibial band issues. I've had problems in the hip before that I suspected were caused by te IB, and now this. I REALLY need to do those dumb IB stretches even though they are weird and awkward. I don't really feel them doing anything when I do them. Any suggestions? I've also heard about using foam rollers for that. ANYWAY. The good news -- I think I might be ok to run tomorrow, but if I'm not, I'm ok. I will make it through. This will not sideline me forever. :) It's only temporary.
NEXT! Um... I can't remember... I made an amazing dinner. It was a kind of BBQ Chicken Pizza on the fly. I cooked some chicken, shredded it, added BBQ sauce... then I spread some FF Refried Beans on some tortillas, added the chicken, some cheese, and snipped some green onions over them, heated in the oven and VOILA. DH was very impressed. The chicken part took a little while, but it really wasn't hard.
Friday night I made a big list of meals from new cookbooks to make this week so I'm very excited about that. :D I actually purchased Ham Hocks, people. But anyway -- more about those as I make them.
Um.... and there's a reception after the concert I'm bringing an apple and cheese tray. :D YAY! I'm having this horrible feeling like I somehow left my trombone at home but I KNOW it's in my trunk. I think I'll take a peek at it later to ease my mind. HAHAHA.
OH!!! And we went to Buffet City this weekend -- the chinese buffet by my house. I definitely overdid it in the amount of food I ate, but!!! That said, I'm actually very proud of what I chose to eat for the most part.
I ate some sushi - CHECK! Nice and healthy! :D
Mongolian BBQ - Pretty freaking awesome. You get to go choose what veggies you want and meat and they cook it up. Basically used a little oil and garlic on mine I'm pretty certain. But I had cabbage, green bell peppers, onions, mushrooms, snow peas, broccoli, bean sprouts, carrots, and a tiny bit of chicken, pork, and beef. really tiny. It was like 90% veggies. :D SO GOOD.
FRUIT!!! for dessert.
OK. Bonus items: half a crab rangoon, a bite of a steam bun w/ red adzuki bean paste in the middle (so good, but my DH got the last one apparently which awesomely let me not overeat them and just have a bite of his - hahaha), a bit of a shrimp, a piece of baked whiting, about half of a tiny sliver of pecan pie (it was really tiny), a tiny bit of two other tiny cakes from my DH's plate, a fortune cookie... and a custard puff. A long list, but this was tiny samplings of these items, but in the interest of FULL DISCLOSURE AND ACCOUNTABILITY I wanted to make sure I got it all listed.
So yeah, recounting that I realize I did not track the whiting, shrimp, or steam bun in my estimate from yesterday, but I think I also overestimated the other calories of the day enough to possibly compensate. All in all I went between 200-300 calories over. Not horrible considering I faced a buffet!!!!!!! I know what I will do next time, which will be even better. But for my first buffet since starting SparkPeople, I think I did pretty freaking awesome.
YES PEOPLE -- FIRST BUFFET SINCE STARTING SP. (I'm pretty sure that's right...)
On that note -- I did NOT weigh myself today. I will weigh on another day this week when I have a few days of on track eating and excercising behind me, or wait till next Monday. (although next week is TOM so... we'll see). But I don't feel like I've gained anything. Probably still within range.
Monday, October 20, 2008
More of a real blog later with stuff about stuff. But follow the link to more pictures of the quilt!
Friday, October 17, 2008
So yesterday got a LITTLE better after around 10PM.
But let's go back to the night before -- kinda sucky. Dh was not feeling well... wasn't into a dinner of chicken rice and veggies, but sucked it up and went along with me... even though we followed it up with some tortilla chips later.. :) Then it's time for bed, way later, can't remember when, and sleep was awful.
Turns out, DH wasn't sleeping AT ALL. I awoke at like 3AM to him saying he hasn't been to bed yet. Then again at like 6 and he's like utterly exhausted and has to teach class later that day and can't get to sleep. He struggles with sleep at times ANYWAY, and you know what it's like trying to get to sleep with a cough. You just can't rest because the tickle will NOT GO AWAY. Combine that with someone who already has trouble getting to sleep and he was totally miserable.
So I'm up again, rubbing his back, stroking hair, trying to be soothing and comforting and helping him to go sleep. Eventually he just get's up at about 7:30 and is like, this is stupid. I'm getting up. So he goes and eats a nice breakfast of frozen burritos and goes to work. He tells me he managed a nap in his office for a couple of hours, but that only resulted in being less prepared for class, which he had to leave TWICE for stomach distress!! Then ended class early. He had a horrible unproductive day, and felt like crap when he got home and I'm like -- dude!!! You didn't get any sleep AND you're sick!!! Any other person would have cancelled class or SOMETHING, it's ok you didn't have a great lecture and had to end early. You shouldn't feel bad.
He is very hard on himself -- quite the perfectionist at times.
As for my day. I went back to sleep when he decided to leave, woke up a couple hours later to take a shower and go to the Lady Dr only to find our WATER IS TURNED OFF with no warning. :P Our stupid apt complex likes to do that from time to time for an hour or two. To do some maintenance I'm sure, but it's really irritating. Our last complex would post a big sign the day before they had work done. We never had "Surprise! NO WATER!" anywhere except for this place.
So I wasn't FILTHY or anything, but I like to be super fresh for the Lady Dr's, and that wasn't happening. So I get over there. Have to wait for over an HOUR before I get seen. My appt was at 10, I didn't leave until like quarter to 12.
I tried to find the Salvation Army but came up empty. Went to the fabric store and they have ZERO fringe. So no creating my own flapper dress.
Yesterday I discussed just getting a cute mod-looking dress, doing twiggy style makeup and being the mod-chick. It will be so cute. I just was looking for something less normal looking, but I think with the over the top makeup and fake eyelashes it will be costumey enough. So I went to target -- tried on a few dresses and a pair of skinny jeans. Ended up buying a shirt with elbow length sleeves for $2.24 that could go under a strappy dress should I find one, but could do double duty as a cute black T if I don't need it. For that cheap, who can resist? The dresses were all a bit TOO short. (Hard for my height to find a short dress that ISN'T scandalous.)
ANYWAY. I decided to try out this new "Dress Boutique" in town just to see what it was like. :) I was expecting ridiculously high prices, but really they weren't that bad. I was thinking $200-$300 monstrous prices, but it was more like $45-$65 range for most things. THEN they had a 50% off rack! Unfortunately the things that looked adorable on me were NOT from the clearance rack and I couldn't buy anything, but I will be going back there when I have some money to spend! :D EVERYTHING was totally adorable. I tried on this amazing satiny blue dress with a ruffle down the front. It was so cute I had to take a picture with my cell phone even though it was so short I could never wear it. HAHAHAA. It fit like a dream and I just felt amazing that I could even try on clothes that would fit and look good in a little boutique like that.
Then on to Old Navy where I found a dress for $9.99!!! :D WOOHOO!!
That's it, I got it in Stainless Steel. I think it looks better on me than it does in that picture that's for sure!!! The neckline seems bigger somehow, and I dunno, just looks better. I think it's shorter on me too, though. so maybe that has something to do with it. So picture that, elbow length black top underneath for interest, bright stockings of some kind, cute flats, maybe a belt/longnecklace/bigearrings whatever I can find that's mod looking. A big cuff bracelent maybe. And twiggy makeup.
UM... so yeah. I might also go to the thrift store and buy a velma outfit just in case I change my mind because with how much money I saved on that part of the costume, I think I have enough left for options.
That was the high point of the day.
I had to buy a replacement gas cap for my car and a condolences card for someone at work. :(
Then come home and I was BEAT. I did not want to do anything. I watched TV and then I took a nap after reading a bit. Then DH came home.
Then we were snappy at each other from being so tired. But then we got over it. And by that point we were starving and it was after 10PM. We were planned to go to eat out with relatives, but because DH was having such a horrible time of it and still feeling super sick, we didn't go. But I decided it would be ok for us to splurge on dinner anyway -- he wanted Wendy's. Our stupid Wendy's is ALWAYS OUT OF BAKED POTATOES. I don't think I have ONCE been able to get one there. :( So I got a Jr. Bacon Cheeseburger, small fries AND a small chili. I know I had too many cal's but it was splurge day so I don't really care.
The one bummer is I didn't run.
Then this morning I was going to run but it was raining.
So I did a workout video. 37 min, 386 calories, so not TOO shabby... but I was trying a new one, didn't like it. Won't do it again. Showered, work.
I'm low on calories a bit. I'm trying my protein powder for the first time. I'm putting .5 scoop in my oatmeal today and seeing how that works. It's vanilla flavored so I'm thinking I might not need the honey on it. We'll see.
Just aiming for making it through the day so we can have a more recuperative weekend.
Good news -- DH slept last night and so did I. so YAY on that.
P.S. -- so after reading Cat's comment, I'm reminded that I really did have some good moments yesterday that I let get overshadowed by the bad stuff. It's important to remember the good things. ALSO -- my DH has agreed to let me start being his food master again. :D YAY!!!! His Dr recommended some Omega 3 supplements cause his cholesterol got worse since his last visit (which was during the eating healthy/excercising phase), so anyway, I think that spurred the change of heart and I'm also excited about that.
P.P.S. -- Also Quilt Pictures THIS WEEKEND! FOR SURE.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
That title is how I feel. Just kinda cruising, today... didn't really feel like doing much. I watched Biggest Loser on TiVo -- stupid thing clipped the ending so I couldn't see the transformation moment. :P But at least I got to watch the rest.
Did ST during the last part of the show -- only 23 minutes, but I burned 205 calories in those 23 minutes so not too shabby!!! I was looking at how low the burn was and feeling discouraged, but when I realized how SHORT an amount of time Iw as actually working out... I feel satisfied with that number. I did a variety of things -- I did 2 sets of 30 KB swings, 2 sets of 12-15 clean and presses on each arm with the KB, and I used the KB for sumo squats with tricep extensions, bent over single arm dumbell rows, and chest presses. Then I did a bunch of other random stuff with dumbbells. I wanted to do more lunges and whatnot, but my left knee started bugging me so I had to cut that down. I should have done more ab stuff, too, I only did dumbbell flys w/ crunches and some bicycle crunches, but not that many of each. I guess I also did plank rows so that is some more core time. But my abs are definitely not spent. I guess that means I can/should work them again tomorrow. :)
Just as planned, fajitas again - this time I used a poblano instead of an anaheim pepper -- are those supposed to be spicy? It was spicier this time, dunno if it was a hotter jalapeno, more chipotle seasoning, or the new pepper variety, but it was delicious. My lips were just burning after I got done eating. HAHAHA. I did cook up a big batch of brown rice to be used throughout the week - YAY. It takes so long that sometimes I don't want to eat it because I want to eat NOW dangit -- but doing it on a night that we're not eating it, so it can take as long as it takes and I don't care, really seemed to be a good idea. We'll be able to have some tonight and dinner will be done in a snap. I'm going for the chicken/rice/veggies format tonight.
I didn't really have an idea what other emoticon to use, so we have the lovely devil face. YAY. I had to do ST at home today because we were expecting a repeat attempt at a Fed Ex delivery we missed yesterday while I was running. So that came in, but then I still had plenty of time before I had to leave for work... I wasn't sure what to do with myself, but I ended up leaving early to go check out some consignment shops downtown to look for a flapper-esque dress and came up empty handed. :(
SO EXCITED because tomorrow I'm OFF and I don't work this weekend, so really today is like... the last real workday of the week. Friday will be a bunch of nonsense I'm sure. HAHAHA. But anyway, tomorrow I've got that Dr's appt, and then dinner later, I plan to do my speedwork running tomorrow, perhaps a fartlek-in-the-park? :D And then I'm going to scour the stores again in hopes of finding/creating a flapper costume. If my efforts fail, I will then look for backup-idea items. I really want to get this costume thing nailed down. I've only got like 2 weeks!!! :D
Happy I worked with my KB, Babybell, today.
OH! I also cleaned out Roomba finally so he could run around today. :)
Glad I finally went to those consignment stores. I've been wanting to for ages and I guess it took costume hunting to get me to go -- there were some really cute items there actually, but I don't have a budget right now for real actual clothing. ;) Gotta remember to keep those places in mind for when I DO.
Um. That's about it I guess.
OH! My concert is next Monday... I don't think I mentioned that yet. Our rehearsal on this past Monday was the last one before the concert -- we're having a reception afterward and I signed up to bring a fruit tray. :D YAY!
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