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Christmas Party - DONE!

Monday, December 21, 2009

So -- I definitely indulged, but I also stopped. It wasn't ALL about the food. I didn't take huge servings of things, mostly small small servings, I only went back for some of the very most delicious things, but that was very rare also. I didn't feel overly stuffed when we left! HURRAH! :D

Yeah, the scale was up a bit today, but I expected that. It will go back down again. Got a few more things packed today -- it was a bit more time consuming than the books again because it was little knick knacks that needed to be padded and wrapped and whatnot. :P But at least that's done.

I'm heading off at lunch to do some errands, leaving early for a LONG lunch...

Just trying to keep things together through this vacation and move! :) Gotta get some ST in tonight, I was a bit of a slug as far as physical activity goes this weekend. -- DH is sick and so I mostly just spent time with him, although I did get some present wrapping done on Saturday as well.

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SIMPLE_TAILOR 12/22/2009 8:46AM

    Great to hear about the party report.

Keep with it. Another little bit and it will all be over and you can get back to normal . . . or at least as normal as you can.


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BRAVE_NEW_ME 12/21/2009 8:18PM

    Hey, that sounds like a pretty good Christmas party! Good job indulging responsibly!

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KAYAKID 12/21/2009 7:02PM

    Dana, good job keeping things under control - You are awesome! but we all knew that. I had family over for dinner last nite and I too did well with my portion control accept for that piece of pie I had for dessert. It will go way just will take a few days.


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1972ROSES 12/21/2009 4:59PM

    What a milestone to have reached. Maintaining mindful eating while at a holiday party. Even though you indulged, it was still mindful because you did keep yourself in control.


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KNH771 12/21/2009 4:46PM

    Good luck on the move! It sounds like you handled the party well. I've finished all of the parties now, and just have to make it through a couple of days of snacks at the office. The family dinner on Friday is usually very easy...

Merry Christmas! emoticon

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EDGEOFSANITY 12/21/2009 4:11PM

    Congrats on a sucessful party =) I didn't mind the packing with our last move... Course, the military sent professional packers in and all I had to worry about was getting rid of the garbage ;)

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MBSHAZZER 12/21/2009 3:38PM

    Great job!!! I went to a holiday party on Saturday night too and I was doing great with the food. Not so great with the booze. Oh well, can't have it all! Hope hubby is feeling better soon. When is the move??

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RUN_LIFT_EAT 12/21/2009 3:36PM

    Major props on keeping it together at the party. I know that is tough! GOOD JOB! Get in that ST tonight, girl!

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HEALTHY4CAROLYN 12/21/2009 3:35PM

    Sorry - didn't see this blog before I posted on the other "pre-party" blog. Glad it went well. My aunt in WA State was "NICE ENOUGH" to send us some of her yummy baked goodies for Christmas - they arrived on Saturday so needless to say - I did indulge....TOO much last night actually (it was stress eating) - told the hubby - they need to get outta here so I'm not so easily tempted. It's weird - I can make cookies and be fine but her stuff - just makes my mouth water looking at it - she's an awesome baker. 75 years old and still baking and cooking away. Couldn't hurt her feelings and tell her not to send them! Good luck again on the move. emoticon

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SEEHOLZ 12/21/2009 3:27PM

    I know how you feel-- I'm trying to keep things together, as well! Christmas really snuck up on me this year-LOL!

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Staying Strong!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

So -- the scale gave me a new low number since post marathon today -WOOHOO!

Yesterday I went to the temple with my family and then we went out to eat - at Captain D's. I got SALMON! Nothing deep fried. Broccoli! Plain Baked Potato! :D I was so proud of myself. Then I ate another lighter meal at dinner.

Today I'm motivated to continue being strong -- I have that party tonight and my aim is simply to stop eating when full. I can do that!

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HEALTHY4CAROLYN 12/21/2009 3:31PM

    Hope the party went well last night. The Captain D's meal sounds delicious - I will have to remember that - we haven't been there in almost 2 years because of the fried food - always made me and DH very sick feeling - maybe we can try it again with grilled food! YUMMY ..... makes me hungry now thinking about it!

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SIMPLE_TAILOR 12/21/2009 11:45AM

    That is what so many of us need to remember to do. It's tough to do when there is a bunch of stuff just laying around.


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RUNTRILAUGH 12/21/2009 9:30AM

    Awesome time to be losing weight!!!!!

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MBSHAZZER 12/21/2009 9:30AM

    SUCCESS!!! I love salmon and it is better when it is NOT fried!! Hope you enjoyed the party!

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MISSY_MAGOO 12/21/2009 2:50AM

    WOOHOO! (for the scale and non-scale achievements)
You'll do great at the party- I had one last night, thankfully the dessert table was in a different room then the veggies- haha- I stayed in the room with the veggies :)
and mmmmmm... salmon sounds good! maybe will have to make some for dinner tomorrow.

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SEEBEES3 12/20/2009 11:03PM

    Good going! Great scale & non-scale victories! emoticon

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BRAVE_NEW_ME 12/20/2009 10:34PM

    That dinner sounds delicious! And congrats on the weigh in!

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LILHLFPINT 12/20/2009 8:36PM

    (whoo hoo! whoo hoo! whoo hoo!)

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SSPANIER 12/20/2009 7:45PM

    The holidays are so hard! Thank God for running!!! lol

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CCSDESTINY 12/20/2009 7:43PM

    Stop when full. Sounds so much easier than it is...at least for me. Wishing you good luck tonight!

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BRE7482 12/20/2009 5:59PM

    That's great!!!

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LASHERTHECAT 12/20/2009 4:29PM

    Just fill your plate and walk away from the food table. Socialize elsewhere... that'll help.

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RUN_LIFT_EAT 12/20/2009 3:08PM

    Absolutely you can do that, Dana! Just THINK THIN! Seriously that works wonders, embracing my inner-skinny chick :)

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150-HERE-I-COME 12/20/2009 2:47PM

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SEPPIESUSAN 12/20/2009 12:03PM

    So...you don't change your ticker anymore, huh? I could see how that might keep a person in maintanence more sane than keeping up with all the little fluctuations anymore. GREAT JOB eating the salmon. I bet it was delicious - and so much healthier than some fried junk!! I always feel a twinge of regret that I'm missing out on something decadent when I order a healthy meal, but then when I get my salmon or my salad or whatever healthy thing I've chosen, I realize that it's delicious too and still plenty of food! I'm proud of you too. :)

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RHALES199 12/20/2009 11:53AM

    Way to go!

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TAKEONME48137 12/20/2009 11:49AM

    Yay! Congrats! =) =)

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MISSROCKABILLY 12/20/2009 11:49AM

    Way to go, Dana!

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DIZZYKITTY 12/20/2009 11:31AM

    Well done and good luck with the party tonight, I'm sure you'll have no problems :)

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MSSUNBUG 12/20/2009 11:23AM

    Good for you! Congrats!

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Still working on it!

Friday, December 18, 2009

So I had a moment last night w/ some pie....

I REALLY should have left that at my work.

We bought it for the work dinner and it was German Chocolate Cake Pie and my hubby's favorite is German Chocolate Cake and he picked it out so I thought he should have some. Well.

Anyway -- most of yesterday was really good, though. Just this morning I was having some super fat feelings and guiltiness and I finally was like CUT IT OUT.

I looked at the scale damage -- I'm sure some of it isn't real still because the amount of time vs the amount of lbs is just not realistic -- and used that as a kick in the butt.

I remembered the list I made last night and how good I was feeling and got to the computer and crunched the numbers for weight loss, for maintaining... so I REALLY know where I stand with things each day -- the outcome right now is less important but I wanted to know the numbers so I know what options my choices are giving me as a result (in theory).

Then I cooked for lunch, got dressed cute in my skinny jeans (yes they are a bit tight but I can still wear them without looking indecent), BRUSHED MY HAIR, put on some makeup, and complimented my cuteness.

Forgive the flash and whatnot, I was in a bit of a hurry.

Also for fun:

My desk w/ my marathon training plan!

Marathon training plan:

Old polaroids w/ me partly into weight loss (maybe 4 months?) w/ siblings:

Other pictures on my desk:

My weights and slippersocks in a mail bin under my desk:

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KASHMIR 12/21/2009 4:39PM

    Woo HOO!!! Look at that skinny girl in the mirror!!! I am SO Proud Of You!!!

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JESPAH 12/20/2009 9:13AM

    Hey, it's in the past. What counts is now. And now is good thing.

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CATIATM 12/20/2009 5:44AM

    The holidays are tough. I'm always torn between wanting to enjoy once-a-year seasonal treat and not wanting to deal with the aftermath for the next several weeks. Good for you for immediately reorienting your mind and making a plan. I think your attitude plays a big role in your success.

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SKYFYRE 12/20/2009 3:40AM

    Looking wonderfully skinny in the top picture, sounds like a naughty turn of events that you have turned right around into a nice & positive day! Go Dana! Glad you decided to shake off the guilt! You don't deserve the beating!

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WHATAGRL42 12/20/2009 1:27AM

    You have such a great ability to pick up and brush off! I am inspired by your ability to put on the jeans, even if snug-for-a-day, and not wallow.
For me, every day is a wagon ride. Sometimes I fall off, and sometimes I don't. But every day, I am aware that I am going for that ride, and have to focus to hang on. If I fall off, I just try to get back on the next day, rather than the next month. I'm getting better at it. But I used to eat pie, squeeze into tight pants, and then get depressed, throw in the towel....and wallow. Being here on SP... getting to know people like u, thru your blogs, msg posts, and convention talk... has helped me realize that I don't have to completely give in to the guilties!

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CURVES_N_CURLS 12/19/2009 11:18PM

    OK, so I am finally getting some computer time to read your freakin' blog!!! Yay! (My main computer is still down.)

Well, I think you look FABULOUS! It's funny how THAT picture is your new 'chubby pic' - a pic where you are wearing skinny jeans and have these slim little arms. How far you have come!

I adored reading the full marathon story. You mastered that freakin' thing, didn't you? SUPER! So proud of ya! *hugs!*

Curious to know how hubby's doing lately...


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SEEHOLZ 12/19/2009 8:15PM

    That pie sounds great and you know, it is pie season.... for whatever it's worth! I know what you mean with not allowing yourself to drag you down! That's just not acceptable and completely counterproductive! You ARE cute indeed and you are living a healthy lifestyle in general and the benefits of health and happiness outweigh the scale... I mean, it's a good goal to reign the scale in-- I'm still working on mine, no doubt about that, but I refuse to allow it to mess with me... and most of the time, lately at least, it's working!
I agree with CC-- you sure are organized!!!

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SIMPLE_TAILOR 12/19/2009 3:34PM

    You are definitely looking super cute.

Just stick with it.


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CCSDESTINY 12/19/2009 10:42AM

    The pie does sound yummilicious! You are doing really good keeping your sense and being down to earth, I also have to remind myself after one bad day, that the scale WILL LIE TO YOU!

I completely enjoyed the photos - thanks for posting - you are so neat and organized, I am so jealous! :)

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BRAVE_NEW_ME 12/19/2009 3:57AM

    That pie sounds fantastic. And you do indeed look super cute!

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BRE7482 12/18/2009 11:48PM

    I just thought I would stop in and compliment your cuteness too. emoticon You look great!

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SPARKNMOM 12/18/2009 11:10PM

    Cute? DEFINITELY!! Skinny jeans - WOW!! Looking great!!

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NIMAWEYGH 12/18/2009 8:54PM


You look marvelous. I am so amazed to see the before and after and it gives me real hope that one day I will be in some "skinny jeans".

It is the times that I take time to sit and reflect that I see what I need to do and what I need to stop doing.

You are such an inspiration. Keep up the wonderful work.

YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!!!


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HEALTHY4CAROLYN 12/18/2009 3:45PM

    Oh Girl! You look AMAZING!!!! I'm with some of the other folks posting....an occasional treat won't hurt ya! And you still look so good! You know you have the power to get the extra pounds you feel off . . . .you are a powerful, strong woman!! Stop feeling so guilty!

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MBSHAZZER 12/18/2009 3:42PM

    Glad to hear you BRUSHED YOUR HAIR!! LOL! And that the skinny jeans still fit. Listen, what is life without pie?? Especially when you keep weights at your desk to combat it's effects?! Have a great weekend!

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KUANGIE 12/18/2009 3:17PM

    You do look cute in your skinny jeans with your hair up. I had to laugh about your weights in your drawer. I work with a guy who wears ankle weights to work- we are always on the go all over the hospital. I always made fun of him : )

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TAKEONME48137 12/18/2009 3:01PM

    The pictures are really cute. And the one in the mirror is SUPER CUTE! Dana, you're so skinny!!!! I know I keep telling you that, but it still makes me super happy every time I see a picture of you. Also, it gives me more motivation that I am having at any given moment. =) mmmm chocolate pie.

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RHALES199 12/18/2009 2:43PM

    yep, those are cute pics!

oh yeah.... Geramn Choc is like one of mfavs, so I understand....

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EDGEOFSANITY 12/18/2009 2:16PM

    You look fabulous! Is there another marathon in the works?

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KIMCATUS 12/18/2009 1:48PM

    12 lb weights???? You are my hero!!!! Seriously girl....to know that it's ok to not always be perfect and to know that others feel the same way even when they look amazing helps a lot!!! Did that even make sense???? lol

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ANEPANALIPTI 12/18/2009 12:52PM



Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!

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ANEPANALIPTI 12/18/2009 12:50PM

    At one point you thanked me for blogging through it all... RIGHT BACK AT YOU!!!!

Thank you for blogging about everything and the steps and the thinking and the not leaving but talking about it all because it helps me too!

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USARUNNERGIRL 12/18/2009 11:52AM

    You are doing a great job. I would worry about the occasional sweet treat. Great job on your Marathon. I can't wait to get there next year.

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RUN_LIFT_EAT 12/18/2009 11:50AM

    I love that hoody thing, that is super cute!

It is hard not to obsess, I know. But like I always say our bodies are shaped by what we do MOST of the time. Not now and again with some pie ;)

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KARVY09 12/18/2009 11:49AM

    You look fabulous! I really love that top. Don't fret over random sweets here and there. You are maintaining and you are doing a wonderful job!

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Being nice to ME. :)

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Ways I can be nice to myself:

Be patient.

Feed yourself good healthy food -- especially fresh fruits and veggies!

Do strength training.

Get enough sleep.

Drink plenty of water.

Take time to get ready in the morning - do makeup, brush hair, etc. :)

Compliment your cuteness in the mirror!

Take time to laugh and joke w/ DH.

DANCE when the music and the mood strikes!

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I just got done doing full body strength training tonight a little while ago. Here's what I did:

3 sets of tricep extensions w/ one 12lb dumbbell
2 sets of shoulder presses w/ two 12lb dumbbells
1 set concentration curls, single arm w/ 12lb dumbbell
1 set regular bicep curls w/ two 12lb dumbbells
2 sets chest presses w/ two 12lb dumbbells
2 sets single arm rows w/ 12lb dumbbell

2 sets straight leg deadlifts w/ two 12lb dumbbells
2 sets sumo squats w/ 1 12lb dumbbell
2 sets bridges w/ 1 12lb dumbbell at hips

2 sets weighted crunches
1 crunches giant set - regular, one leg up, switch legs, one leg movement w/ oblique crunch (kinda hard to explain I guess but it rocks!)

I need heavier dumbbells... but I think this will be good to get me going again until I can get back into the gym. And some stuff I can add another 12lb dumbbell to maybe... at least the tricep extensions I could do 1 per arm instead of one for both. Anyway. I love how I feel when I get done with strength training. Empowered, healthy, fit, STRONG DANG IT.

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1972ROSES 12/18/2009 3:36PM

    The world is my dance floor and I am not afraid to use it!!!

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OUTOFCONTROL 12/18/2009 1:04PM

    Sounds great!

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SIMPLE_TAILOR 12/18/2009 11:54AM

    Outstanding. Stick with it. You are worth it.


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RUN_LIFT_EAT 12/18/2009 10:08AM

    That sounds like a great workout! Maybe Santa will bring you some heavier dumbbells :).

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JOHNBABJR 12/18/2009 10:06AM

    Nice job on the strength training, Dana. Keep it up!

Have a great weekend.

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HEALTHY4CAROLYN 12/18/2009 10:02AM

    WOW...you think you need MORE weight - and I'm just now thinking I need more than the 5 lb. that I have! lol But you've inspired me to go buy heavier ones...so maybe I'll pick up some at Wal-Mart this weekend!! Way to go on the strength training. I'm trying to alternate it every other day with my cardo in between - that's assuming we aren't supposed to do strength everyday?. . .if that's not right - let me know!!

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ANEPANALIPTI 12/18/2009 9:13AM

    I love you following through and putting up these awesome reminders/todo list! YEAHHHHHHHHH

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TAKEONME48137 12/18/2009 8:39AM

    That's a great feeling. And yes to all of those things used to be nice to yourself! Sounds like all around awesomeness. =)

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MBSHAZZER 12/18/2009 8:20AM

    OK, this is a much more upbeat blog! You are doing great! Have an awesome weekend!

PS - I like that you put "brush hair" on your list! :D

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LASHERTHECAT 12/18/2009 8:17AM

    Just in case you forget... When you dance - DON'T fall on your A$$!! (It hurts!) emoticon

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MARLOU4 12/18/2009 7:27AM

    Thank you for reminding us of lessons we all need to learn. Being nice to yourself is so hard for most women.

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JESPAH 12/18/2009 5:49AM

    Isn't it neat to learn that you can -- and should -- treat yourself well?

You deserve it.

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    YES! I often wonder why it is that we're our own worst enemies. We do and say things to ourselves that we'd never dream of doing/saying to anyone else! I'm so glad that you're taking the time to be kind!

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BRAVE_NEW_ME 12/17/2009 11:38PM

    "Compliment your cuteness in the mirror!"

I LOVE this idea. I should start doing that. But I'd feel so silly...

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SKYFYRE 12/17/2009 10:34PM

    Hmmm, looks like you are being good to yourself this holiday season, AND up there with your weight! Wowzer! 12 lb weights for everything? Awesome!

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FIRENUT34 12/17/2009 10:21PM

    You need to be good and nice to yourself. Your the only one that knows what you really need.

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LILHLFPINT 12/17/2009 10:01PM

    (::hugs:: i love it - being nice to yourself.)

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Be nice to yourself, Dana!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I'm trying hard to treat myself as I would treat others -- give myself the advice I'd give to my friends.

That's what I tried to do in my last entry.

This morning I was feeling pretty happy with my productivity for the day and everything until I got dressed and put on those old "fat" jeans and they fit. URHGUHG. They're really supposed to just be baggy, I still like them baggy when I'm smaller but right now they fit and I am soooooooo not happy about that.

But slow down hold up, wait a minute!

Think, Dana, Think -- what happened yesterday?

I ate the holiday lunch and there were so many leftovers I took a bunch home to the DH so that he could enjoy as well. While I was getting changed after work, he had already made me a plate! It was so sweet and easy I didn't say no.

So I ate Holiday lunch food TWICE.

At lunch I filled half of the plate w/ green beans, had a tiny bit of dressing, and the rest was turkey. That turkey was GOOD. I suspect it was brined, it was so juicy and flavorful. My DH doesn't even like turkey and he liked that. I also sampled some of the dessert. Mostly just tiny tiny tastes, except some pecan pie.


I didn't eat till I was overfull. SUCCESS!

But eating that food twice, plus staying up WAYYYYY too late cause I was having so much fun with DH watching So You Think You Can Dance, and The Sing Off, and listening to music and watching funny shows... yeah.

lots of sodium + not enough sleep = BLOAT!!

So relax, Dana. Calm down. Today you ate a rather large bowl of kashi and cottage cheese for breakfast, but you also feel full enough that you're not eating a snack and it fueled you all morning while you packed a ton of boxes and got a lot accomplished! Lunch is a sandwich, baby carrots, and an orange.

If need be there is a nice yogurt for a snack.


I actually had some lower body strength exerted this morning w/ lifting some boxes full of books. HOLY MOLY those were heavy. It felt good. I think I might be up to doing some squats and whatnot now -- my IT band is not hurting for a few days at least now. Just my right ankle/AT still feeling kinda stiff and odd. So I think I'll be ok with something like that not requiring a WHOLE lot of flexion from that area. I didn't do any ST last night at work, so I'm thinking tonight maybe I'll rock a nice full body workout to help keep the happy positive vibes going toward my body.

I'm just so not comfortable in my own skin right now -- which if I think about it is REALLY a good thing. How long did it take me to feel that way BEFORE??? Till I was in the 290's. YEAH. I'm well over 100lbs less than that right now and I feel like I'm getting too fluffy for my taste. I'm not even pushing out of the "healthy" BMI range. I LIKE for my comfort zone to be below that. I hope it doesn't shift so that I can make sure that I NEVER EVER EVER go back to where I was before. And I WON'T!!! Because as soon as I feel that it is reasonable for me to shift more focus and energy towards this situation it will be GONE. :P

It's hard to push those negative feelings toward the back of my mind, though, sometimes. Sometimes I'm not thinking about it but sometimes I can't stop thinking about it. I hope that it will make it easier for me to continue making better healthier choices each day through the rest of this stressful period.

Oh and I REALLY need to do a little grocery shopping. NO FRUIT LEFT after today!!

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SIMPLE_TAILOR 12/18/2009 10:35AM

    It is great that you are feeling this way. Don't overstress about it. Here in a few weeks, life will get back to semblance of normal and then you can kick it into high gear again.


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MBSHAZZER 12/18/2009 8:20AM

    Dana - deep breath! You will be OK. It is great that you are uncomfortable NOW, when it is only 5 or 10 pounds instead of 100! You have the tools and the knowledge to stop it now before it gets out of control. Also... you have a lot going on with the move and the holidays and the rodent situation... sometimes the best you can do it to eat as well as you can given the situation... Hang in there!

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SWEATONCEADAY 12/18/2009 12:41AM

    i had a salt fest the other day then was all down on my bloated tummy and tight pants too. we need to give ourselves a break.

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BRAVE_NEW_ME 12/17/2009 11:35PM

    Glad you're being kind to yourself! Sodium can do the MEANEST things to somebody who is mindful of their figure...

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SSPANIER 12/17/2009 8:52PM

    Funny sometimes these same thougts go thru my head! LOL It isn't nothing a few clean eating days cannot cure...time for the food detox! You won't go back to where you started, because you are so aware of the little changes caused and know what to do about it. Once a year won't hurt you. You have come so far. I think of the days WHEN I was not aware....whoa! now that is SCARY!

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MDTWEETY 12/17/2009 8:47PM

    Dana: I'm glad you're realizing that you need to be nice to yourself!! I hate when there's no fruit left! ;P

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LAB-LOVER 12/17/2009 7:30PM

    No negative feelings -- just THINK of how far you've come. This time of year is tough, but it sounds like you're keeping your wits about you. I also had holiday party excess yesterday, but buckled down today and got back in the groove. I had a moment of temptation tonight when I *tried* to open the GIANT leftover bag of tortilla chips from the party. I couldn't get it open, reached for knife, and then came to my senses. Now it's back in the closet, and totally out of sight, still unopened!

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CATIATM 12/17/2009 7:11PM

    I think re-setting our internal sensors takes time, but it sounds like you're on the right path. And you gave yourself sound advice, too!

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MSSUNBUG 12/17/2009 5:50PM

    It's good that you're being mindful and putting on the brakes NOW. And you're right--you should be good to yourself. That body you're feeling uncomfortable in just did something AMAZING this past month--it ran a marathon! Give it the TLC it deserves. Those jeans will be baggy again in no time.

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MISSY_MAGOO 12/17/2009 5:23PM

    I was just thinking the other day while getting rid of my size 12s and 14s about how fantastic I felt in them. I was especially sad to see one particular pair of 14s go- the ones I had on in my profile pic here on spark for so long (it's still in my gallery). I felt so small and cute in those jeans and now (I'm in an 8 but keeping the 10s for baggy jeans days) those old jeans look so big to me. I think it's great that your not happy when your a bit bloated and the baggies are fitting- to me it says that there's no way you'll ever let yourself slip into that size (or bigger) permanently.
Over Halloween when we went on our Seattle trip I got back and felt huge- got on the scale and had gained 2 pounds. It was all water weight from sodium filled restaurant food- but was so strange that I could feel 2 pounds when in the past I could gain 30 and not even know it!
And you're right- go grocery shopping and fill your fridge with fruit- give it a day or two of eating healthy, drink drink drink your water and you'll feel good again in a day or two :)

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YOOVIE 12/17/2009 5:12PM

    A+ You are doing so well. Your mind has come a long way for sure! :)


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BOVEY63 12/17/2009 5:12PM

    Way to go on pumping yourself back up! We can all take a lesson from that.

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CCSDESTINY 12/17/2009 5:02PM

    I think you are doing great - just being mindful and not giving in to it all is a success in my book!

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RUN_LIFT_EAT 12/17/2009 5:01PM

    Awe, Dana, I am sorry that you are going through these mind games. I completely understand! I do the same thing, I think we all do. But like you said, you are not going to be back where you started ever! You are a marathoner, a medal winning rower = AN ATHLETE who takes care of her body. So you ate pecan pie ONCE in 2009, no big deal!

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TELERIE 12/17/2009 4:37PM

    You're doing so well, Dana. Thanks for letting us in on your thougth processes. I admire you so much and you're SO RIGHT you've got this. The awareness IS there. And it IS ok to not be hyper-vigilant at all times. Because if MOST days are good, you can have peacan pie once a year splurges and other stuff happening and still be healthy. Hugs, Marit

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