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Swimsuit Dillemna

Monday, March 08, 2010

I could use some advice.....

My parents and my brother and his wife were talking about a vacation that my parents planned this summer with my niece, and got talking about whether or not my niece would need a new swimsuit. Mom mentioned that she should try one on now because now's the time to get one (despite the fact that we still have snow on the ground) and that by summer it will be too late.

I am going (knock on wood!!!!) on a cruise with a couple of friends of ours in the fall and I want to look great while I go swimming and enjoy the sunshine. Right now I have a charming swimsuit, but it's the same large size I've been wearing since I've put on weight. Despite trying to lose weight for over a year and trying to eat right and exercise, I haven't gone down a size yet. I've lost roughly 10 lbs--close to a quarter of my total weight loss goal--and I've slimmed through the hips and thighs and bust, but I have this stubborn belly fat that has means I'm still wearing the same old size.

Needless to say, I'm hoping that by fall I will have finally lost enough weight to have gone down at least one size, if not more. But by the time I do, I'm afraid I won't be able to buy a new swimsuit, or at least one that I like.

Should I go ahead and order a smaller size now? Should I go one size smaller, or be optimistic and go smaller? Or am I just asking for trouble?

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GALENSKYE 3/12/2010 3:24PM

    As the friend you're going on the cruise with who is pondering this same question, consider this... my mom always told me that you had to set goals, but not unrealistic goals. If you keep up the work you are doing now, it's very realistic that you'd be able to fit into one a size down from your current one.

It's a good treat to yourself for achieving a goal, and it's always nice to get the chance to spluge on something new and spiffy for a real vacation... especially if you worked hard to get there.

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SAASHA17 3/10/2010 1:16AM

    wait...I am not inspired but pressured by buying a size smaller...proof all those tiny tshirts in my closet which make me depressed and end up binging..ofcourse tats me..I think u shud get one online and buy it when u need it...

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MELSMITH612 3/9/2010 10:47AM

    I was so inspired by what I told you to do that I took my own advice. emoticon

I hung up my old size 14 bathing suit this morning. It's an awesome purple halter tankini that fit 4 years ago and I'm determined to make it fit again!

I've got it hanging from the curtain rod/window next to my bed so it's the first thing I see when I get up in the morning. This morning it made me do my crunches early and skip the extra half serving of cereal.


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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 3/8/2010 4:13PM

    Ok, my advice is going to differ from the others. If you are ordering your suit online there shouldn't be a problem with getting one when you are ready to buy it. The stores on the other hand, which sell merchandise 3 - 6 months ahead of the actual season will be very picked over by May.

If you want to use the suit to give you motivation great, go ahead and get it now. If you are buying in a store, go ahead and get it now. If you are ordering online and don't want to use it as motivation, pick out a couple of suits you like now and then order your favorite one when you are ready to go.

I know there are people out there who really get motivated by smaller clothing out where they can see it. I'm not one of them unfortunately. It evidently puts too much pressure on my subconscious and I rebel. I never make it into the clothing. Therefore I don't use that motivational too.

Hope you have great fun on your trip!

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MELSMITH612 3/8/2010 9:32AM

    I think you should go ahead and buy one that you really love in 1 size smaller than you would wear in it now and like VBRESNAN said, leave it hanging in plain site, maybe next to your bedroom mirror or in front of your treadmill (if you have one). It will motivate you. That's something I'm thinking about doing also. I have a size 14 bathing suit that hasn't fit me in about 4 years and I just washed it and I'm going to hang it up later today as motivation to get to that size again.

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KOMAL53 3/8/2010 2:06AM

    I think you should---wearing that could be your incentive---buy a really pretty one---one you can't wait to wear!!!Till then charming one's still available!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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DISP715 3/8/2010 1:47AM

    Go ahead and order a smaller one. Let it motivate you. Leave it hanging in plain sight, as a visual to remind you of your goal. You can do it!
PS: I just bought my first bathing suit in 20 years. I have not allowed myself to wear one for that long! So damn silly. Hawaii beach here I come! emoticon

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Healthier me?

Saturday, March 06, 2010

I wish I had a brilliant idea of what to blog about today, but instead I'm borrowing a question that Yoovie posted on her blog....

What have I done today for a healthier me?

I mean, there are many things I maybe should have done but haven't, but...

I will drink my water

And I have eaten some fresh fruit.

So.... What have you done today for a healthier you?

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    I have been drinking my water, eating fresh fruit , and having oatmeal for breakfast .
I take 20 march-steps when I read a new e-mail message, and will go for my
1 kilometer walk after dinner !

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KOMAL53 3/6/2010 11:15PM

    I eat healthy----out of compulsion!!!Water has become my addiction---I used to drink 5-6 litres of it during my Chemo which continued from 26th.Dec.2006 till 23rd.May 2007 when the last one took place----in fact I've to literally stop myself from drinking it sometimes----working on it 'coz excess of anything is bad!!!
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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 3/6/2010 6:50PM

    Heh, I am drinking tea and eating fresh veggies. Of course I've also eaten 8 peanut butter filled oreos which is not so much the great for my health. I also managed to sprain my ankle...
twice. So now I'm on the disabled list for the weekend. Great?!!

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My RealAge

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

According to I'm not actually 34.... I'm only 32.6. Which is a lot better score than I had gotten on a another on line healthy assessment I had done recently (unfortunately, I can't remember the name of it off the top of my head and the bookmark is on the computer that is dead) where I scored roughly a D (6 points out of 10) on their health assessments.

The first health assessment, the one I didn't do well on, looked at a number of factors such as whether or not you smoked, how much you exercised, did you eat fish, vegetables, and whole grains, etc., and measured them against the chance that I would live to be 90. Some of the problem areas were just that I couldn't remember the numbers on some of the tests--I have had my cholesterol levels and fasting blood sugar etc. measured, but not super recently (and in fact have just received a reminder from my doctor that it's time again) and I'm not good at remembering numbers. So I know they were okay, and that everything but my HDL levels were acceptable (my HDL levels are really low. There's nothing I can do about it that I'm not already doing, though) but I didn't have numbers to put in.

Part of it though was that they used a stricter guidelines for the target numbers than I had been told in the past. I've always been told my blood pressure is pretty good, for example, and my last measurement was 120/80 (it stuck in my head because it hit it exactly). But according to this assessment, that's too high.

Where I got really discouraged though was that I scored terribly (didn't get a single point, in fact) on diet. I didn't get enough whole grains, didn't eat enough vegetables, didn't eat enough fish, eat too much salt (again, a much stricter guideline than what, for example, sparks uses) and ate red meat more than once a week. I've been working so hard to improve my diet for the past year--to get essentially a big fat F felt like a slap in my face.

In fact, the only things that I scored well on were the fact that I don't smoke (never have; allergic to it, so it was easy to never start. I like breathing), that I work out regularly, and that my blood sugar is good. Which is good, and I have certainly put a lot of effort in increasing my physical activity, but I had really expected to do better over all.

The RealAge quiz is longer and more detailed, and what it does is try to factor a mix of genetics/family history, diet and exercise, current health issues such as arthritis and asthma, and how good you are about visiting the doctor and following his/her directions and adjusts your current age up or down accordingly.

Some of my answers "aged" me, according to the test, while others make me younger. For example, in diet it agrees that I don't get enough vegetables , whole grains, or omega-3's (though I do take a supplement, which it didn't ask about) and too much red meat, and some of that are things I'm working on (though not red meat. With my husband's food allergies, red meat is a staple. But we buy organic, low fat cuts of meat, so it's not that horrible, either). It says that I'm not getting enough Potassium, which I knew but I'm not sure what else I can do about it. On the plus side, though, it says I'm doing well getting enough folic acid, calcium, and Vit. C. I eat a lot of fruits and a varied diet. I live a reasonably healthy lifestyle, though I have too much stress, drive too small a car (?) and ideally should get a pet. I see my doctor regularly and follow his directions, though they don't think I'm taking care of my asthma and headaches well enough--but I'm trying. We just haven't found anything that worked yet. And of course, my BMI is too high.

It says that I'm doing well on strength training and flexibility, but that I don't get enough cardio, which both shocked and frustrated me. Not counting the last couple of weeks when exercise has been, frankly, hit and miss (mostly miss, it feels like), I do 30 minutes of cardio 5 days a week, and it feels like I'm shoe-horning exercise into my daily routine forcibly. I'm not doing things I want or should be doing in order to find time to exercise... and they are saying it's not ENOUGH? Nor does it tell me how much IS enough, so I don't even know how close I am to my recommended goal.

While it was far from a perfect score--there were a LOT of things that added to my age--I was doing more right than wrong and many of the things that aren't as high as I'd like are things that I'm working on (though not all of them). I can't do anything about the chronological age, but maybe if I continue to lose weight and eat healthy foods etc. I can improve me RealAge score.

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GALENSKYE 3/12/2010 4:07PM

    Regarding Cardo, work your way up to 45 minutes 3 days a week... that might even things out a bit.

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KOMAL53 3/5/2010 4:48AM

    This is one test I won't dare to take---I bet you my real age will be---ancient!!!However I think all this is a bit funny---it's impossible for anyone to get the perfect Diet---something or the other will always get left out!!!So all we can do is try to improve our Food habits as far as possible---and leave it at that!!
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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 3/3/2010 5:26PM

    Lucky you. My "Real Age" is several years older. Mostly because I have RA, and other family illnesses that could be genetically passed on to me. Lucky me - Not! I know I don't eat enough whole grains, but a lot of my score is like yours that I can't remember the numbers. I take any online surveys with a grain of salt.

I believe that real age is looking for 1 hour of cardio 5 or more days a week. Having used that site before I found SP. I like the SP version of how healthy are you better. It is all about small steps and progress rather than a set number on a chart.

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BANKER-CHUCK 3/2/2010 1:46PM

    I have done the Real Age assessment as well when I started my SparkDiet program. There were a lot of areas I needed to address and I think I have been successful in nutrition and fitness. I plan to run an assessment again in May when I reach my first goal. By that time I will fresher numbers to work with. I will have a full blood workup by then. I am thinking my numbers will look pretty good since I feel better after losing 25 lbs.
Keep up your good work and thanks for your Blog.

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Friday, February 26, 2010

I confess I feel a bit... sheepish. Wed. I got out my Wii Fit and did some lighter intensity exercises than normally. I stopped doing the Wii regularly mostly because according to sparks I can burn in 20 minutes on the elliptical what would take me more than an 45 minutes on the Wii to burn. But I figured a less intense exercise would probably be good for me, and I think that was a wise decision, because when I was done I was a lot more tired than I probably should have been.

I started off with 20 minutes of free stepping, just listening to music and zoning while making sure to make big arm movements while stepping up and down (so what if I looked like an idiot? I was home by myself). I was still feeling pretty good, so I did the two other step games (which I think are kind of fun), making big steps and large arm movements, and then finished it off with the 10 minute boxing, which is my favorite of the aerobic activities on the Wii Fit (one of these days, I want to get more exercise/games for the Wii fit, but for now I just have the one it came with).

Unfortunately, I didn't stop to think of the fact that I haven't done the boxing in 9 months--and apparently it uses different muscles than my strength training activities, because I'm really, really sore--both my arms and my upper back. More, at some point I did something to my right calf--just my right one, almost like I pulled it a bit or something. So that hurts, too. I took yesterday off--could barely move so I figured aerobic activity was out. Was hoping that I would be up to doing it today... but still am really, really sore.

Maybe I'll be able to make yoga tomorrow. Or something. I don't know if I'll be able to pull 130 minutes off this week, though, which makes me sad. But breaking my streak is better than really hurting myself.

But I feel kind of like an idiot overdoing it on the Wii Fit of all things....

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KOMAL53 2/28/2010 2:41AM

    Poor Zanna---even enjoying excercising needs to be done in moderation!!Rest till you're better---Yoga too puts pressure on sore muscles---so take care dear----Best of Luck---get better soon!!!!

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OMRIS99 2/26/2010 5:55PM

    I wish I had photographs of some friends and I the weekend after the Wii first came out. We had a little minor party to celebrate. There were practically no games for it, but it did have Wii Play. We must have played tennis for 6 hours. And the little pop up reminding us to take it easy kept coming up saying "you should take a break sometimes". PSHAW. I don't need to take a break from playing a VIDEO game. Let me tell you, but the next morning, we were so sore we couldn't lift the TV remote, much less our BEER! We were a pretty sorry state of affairs. And one person in the group is a personal trainer...

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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 2/26/2010 5:33PM

    Oh Zanna! I've been there and done that. Especially on the boxing programs. Try some of the yoga poses on the Wii Fit and or strength training moves. They may help stretch out some of those sore muscles and get you a few more fitness minutes. LOL! Anyway I hope you feel better soon. Take it easy and make each decision the best one for you!

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SAASHA17 2/26/2010 2:39PM

    aww Zanna..Hope u feel better...I do that do a lil bit more...get carried away..dont worry..take care and get some rest...Might rub some oil into the calf muscle..i find that it usually works...


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SRITHI97 2/26/2010 2:27PM

    zanna, it's easy to get carried away with Wii, happens with me all the time. emoticon. so its ok, take rest and you can always do more when you are up to it. For now take it easy. we are trying all these exercises to be fit, so with that in mind i guess you need to take it easy and not feel bad about it. so emoticon emoticon and feel emoticon tomorrow for a good Wii workout. emoticon

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RAIN454 2/26/2010 2:12PM

    Aww, poor Zanna! Are you feeling better now? You have nothing to be embarrassed about, though! I would probably have done the same thing :) Im thinking of getting the Wii...if I do, Wii Fit will probably be the first thing I buy. I would come over and be an "idiot" with you if I lived close!! Enjoy your weekend! Rest up!

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Fit vs. Thin

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Yesterday I read this blog in the daily spark:

There was some controversy over the blog in the comments, as some of the commenters felt that too much emphasis was being placed on the alternative body time image (one of not just fit but powerful or athletic builds) and not accepting of the fact that some women would prefer slim over powerful. But it got me thinking. I can understand the appeal of slim and feminine--but why not strong and powerful as well?

I've been watching the Olympics, and more than once I caught myself thinking "that woman looks thick" or "big" when seeing the women in form fitting gear--never "fat" but still, each time that stray thought it surprised and dismayed me, because these women are not just fit, they are exceedingly fit--in far better shape than I ever hope for. And I never have this thought when it comes to the male athletes--just the women.

Why? Women Olympians have, as a rule, exceptionally low body fat compositions. Some of them have bigger frames to start with, but a big part of it is that they work out hard--driven, even--and have the muscles to prove it. Not a one of them has the kind of muscles you see on men--women don't develop muscles like that--but still they have a lot of strength--upper body, lower body, and core, and when wearing form fitting clothing, you can see it. They are incredibly fit, healthy women--from a physical fitness perspective, they, not those skinny models in their skinny jeans--should be my role models and ideals.

I can understand why some of the commenters are drawn to slim but less fit body images--for example, one of the downside of having such a low body fat percentage is that women athletes tend to have smaller breasts--breasts being mostly composed of fat, after all. Call it vanity if you like, but full breasts and visibly feminine hips are one of the few things I *like* about my body.

I'm not really worried though that my workouts will get rid of them or give me a more manly appearance--for one thing, my goal is to get down to a healthy weight/fat ratio--which is no where near as lean as serious athletes can get to. I have neither the time nor the dedication to get my body fat down that low. Similarly, I can look forward to fitter, trimmer, more muscularly defined arms and legs etc. without worrying too much about bulking up--I have no need or desire for that kind of muscles. I want muscles to facilitate every day activities--stairs, chores, walking, dancing, maybe play some pick up soccer or tennis matches, that kind of thing. I am not competing against the world's best in bobsled or luge or skiing or figure skating.

But what the blog made me wonder again why I didn't think "strong" "fit" or "powerful" when I saw some of these women athletes--and I think that she is right, it's in our cultural programming. The media--television, fashion magazines, etc.--have so skewed our ideal of "normal" or at least "slender ideal" that even exceptionally fit women don't always meet that impossible ideal. Not that long ago, Marylin Monroe was considered the epitome of female beauty--and I've read that she was a size 14 (though I don't know if that's a modern size 14 or size 14 of that time--not the same thing at all). Still, she certainly wasn't stick thin, and yet very attractive--yet by modern standards, many would criticize her for being chubby or over weight. By these standards, how can any of us hope to achieve the ideal? Or be healthy in process?

One of my exercise dvds has a woman instructor wearing a short top that stops shortly under her breasts, leaving her stomach and ribs mostly bare. Every time I see that video, I just want to feed her--all the bones in her ribs are clearly visible, she's so thin. She looks anorexic, though that doesn't mean that she actually is anorexic--she could be like my brother and just have a high metabolism or something. But still, this is the body type many of us want--tall, extremely thin, and yes, even beautiful and blond! And yet for most of us, this isn't healthy at all. It's like there's this disconnect between our body image ideal and the body reality--the real limits of what is healthy for our bodies.

I confess, I want to be thin again. I want to have my 26 inch waist back, to be 125 fit pounds again. Yet I know that when I was that thin, I could count my ribs, too. Is that healthy? Should that even be desirable? Back then, I was younger, more active, and had a high metabolism--I didn't have to worry about dieting and I certainly wasn't anorexic. But now, a decade older, with a metabolism I abused, I don't know if it's realistic--or at least healthy--to want that. My weight goal is 135 lbs--which brings me well within a healthy BMI, but still heavier than I was in high school and college.

And I want to be fit--what Sparks calls "FUNctional fitness" in that I want to be fit to better enjoy my every day life. I have (well, not so much the last two weeks, but in general) been working out fairly regularly--40 minutes of strength training 3 days a week, aerobic activity 5 days a week and sometimes an hour of yoga. I want to build up enough upper body strength to be able to lift and carry things without always having to ask a guy for help; I want a strong core to protect myself from back pain, and I want legs that can take me where ever I want to go--quickly, if I want/need to. I want the freedom of independence, to make choices based on what I want to do, not what I'm able to do.

And I'm making progress. I can feel the muscle tone improving, especially in my legs. I can lift heavier weights now than I could a year ago. My physical therapy/weight training is also helping to build up muscles I'd lost in my legs and hips (slowly, painfully--I hate the physical therapy part because it hurts emoticon Take care of yourselves, my friends, because therapy stinks) but my hips are finally getting the rest of the way better and not hurting all the time--unless I stop working out (a good motivator to keep going).

And it may be that someone will see me--maybe a friend who hasn't seen me since my skinny days, for example, or a stranger--and think "that woman is thick and/or big." And you know what? I don't really care, so long as I'm healthy fit and slim (which is different from skinny--slim means not pudgy or chubby or overweight, where as skinny means overly slim). I want to be feminine and slender, but I would rather be fit and trim than skinny. The problem then isn't my body but rather our culturally skewed perception of it. I want to have lean muscles, feminine curves, and flexibility. And if that means only losing down to 135 lbs--or maybe even only down to 145 (still, I believe, within my healthy BMI), than so be it. The scale isn't what matters. And maybe I won't be doing a triple axle any time soon, but I want to be out there, living my life, enjoying it--healthy and fit, feminine and slim.

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STRONG-FIT-GIRL 2/25/2010 1:47PM

    I'm still obsessed with the idea that you can never be too thin...I still have almost one year and one hundred pounds to lose ( i set that my weight goal at 120 in case my doctor or dietician over found me one here)...but I still have one year to change my attitudes...

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KOMAL53 2/25/2010 1:16AM

    I love you and your attitude both---that's why you're very dear to me!!!However I do agree----all this fetish about losing weight to look emaciated---not my idea of Beauty at all!!!Maybe coming from a culture that has always loved curves---the ancient Temple Carvings are a testimony to that----I genuinely can't see any Beauty in thinness.I too believe in controlling weight----to remain healthy and fit but starving oneself is not my idea of Health either!!!As for Doctors and Hospitals----I've had enough to last me a lifetime---the remaining period of course.They are painful---but I guess necessary to help us get better!!!
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4-1HEALTHYCYNDI 2/24/2010 5:46PM

    I read the same blog. This is a great discussion that makes me stop and think about my own thoughts and prejudices. I haven't been watching the Olympics this year. However, I have in years past and I find myself making some of the same comments. I think you are right in that we have been so bombarded by the general media about who is "Hot" and who needs to shed a few pounds that we have a very skewed idea of what looks good. I see many of the top models/actresses today and think they are way too thin, but still when looking at a speed skater or skier I see their thigh and proportions look too large.

I have stopped watching most TV and I think I am looking at healthier bodies rather than skinny or thin. I hope my prejudices change so that I look and see healthy/strong not just thin. I am working towards a healthy weight for me now. Although a part of me would love to get back to my college weight (120 - 125) it will probably never happen. First I don't want to put in that much time and effort. Second my DH thinks I look great now, he doesn't want a "skinny" wife. He does want a healthy, strong wife. So I'm working towards that.

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PRAIRIECROCUS 2/24/2010 3:32PM

    Thanks for taking the time, to write a discussion on this topic !
I agree with you completely !

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SAASHA17 2/24/2010 3:28PM

    I agree its programmed into our brains..I also agree when i see those skinny people and think "is that healthy?"...i agree on the atheletes..they are not skinny but man they have amazing bodies....just not skinny..just coz their ribs dont show doesnt mean they r not fit...

its weird how people say that...I have skinny friends who are tired always and have no body definition...

I think i wud rather have boobies and a defined body than being skinny and haggard all the time...I want to be healthy not death incarnate when i say i want to lose weight:)



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DARKANGELKISS88 2/24/2010 2:22PM

    It is true. I too look at the Olympic women and say. hmm she's not exactly skinny. But I do admire them tremendously

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