Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Well it's 10:06am and my personal deadline for my Master's degree assignment is MIDNIGHT. So....I haven't done anything of great result so far today and I can hear the proverbial clock ticking away like there is a bomb or something.
Waiting till the last minute is a chosen strategy - some call me an 'incubator' rather than a procrastinator...but this time it seems so HARD. SO BIG...SO IMPORTANT and SO overwhelming.
You've all be supportive, helpful and offered great advice...like break it down and stuff like that. But really - I'm freaking on the inside in a big big way.
UGH I think the worst is that I'm SO DONE in my head and so burnt out that I'm having trouble getting into focused student mode. Usually I just buckle down and make it happen....but I can't, I'm struggling and scared. THIS IS IT
I have tomorrow if necessary, but I'm in an all day training class at another location. So tomorrow NIGHT is my absolute last minute, but I told myself I wasn't leaving my office or desk today until it is done....and here I am on SP instead of WORKING.
Ok - I'm outta here friends - please please send positive vibes, love, prayers and anything else my way! I keep telling myself this is going to be an AWESOME day! I'm trying to get there mentally...REALLY REALLY REALLY