Sunday, December 04, 2011
Today started nicely. We agreed to go on a hike and have breakfast together.
I decided to make something special for breakfast so I made my favorite cottage
cheese and raisin baked balls. They are great and only 100 cal a piece.
While I was cooking I heard my hubby screaming that his computer had crushed.
After an hour of calling tec support etc. we realized that his hard drive had failed, so
all the important work he did for the past four days is gone., because he did not back it up.
I was so stressed watching him that I ended up eating all my cheese balls (20 at 100 cal each)
then I had some fruit, then ice cream, then cookies, then some noodles and then I lost
I feel so depressed right now. I can not find the energy to go for a walk.
I feel fat, ugly, hopeless and helpless. I wish I could just stop myself
from binging, but I can't.