Thursday, December 20, 2012
Over the last few weeks my heart has ached with anxiety and sadness. Last year, just before the holidays I lost my grandmother (Vovo). She was my rock through all the hard times. The holidays as a child brought especially difficult times but my Vovo was always so wonderful and was there to make sure that the holiday was magical.
Admittedly, I am a much more fortunate adult then I was a child. Lucky in love, friends and with regard to income but nonetheless, I still want and miss my Vovo, my rock, the wonderful woman who made times in my childhood so magical.
In order to deal with this I have now done two things (1) I told someone how I was feeling; and (2) I have stepped up my workout routine. After getting it off my chest and also working it out at the gym I am starting to feel better. I am feeling more positive about the holidays and the upcoming New Year. I am better appreciating all that I have, including the very special memories of the most important woman of my life. She is an angel in heaven above.
I love you always Vovo. I miss you.
Here is to starting 2013 off in a happy, healthy and prosperous way.
MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR Spark Friends. Wishing you all a happy, healthy, thin, beautiful New Year.