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In Loving Memory of WillowWinds

Saturday, May 21, 2011

I am so sad to learn that WillowWinds has passed away. She was an inspiration to many, a woman of compassion and faith. God hold her family close to His heart and comfort them in all the ways they need. This is a great loss to SparkPeople but a great gain for heaven, where I know she is whole, healthy, rejoicing to be in the presence of our Lord, her Beloved.

  
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LIGHTHEART09 5/23/2011 11:26AM

    Oh to be dancing and rejoicing with the Lord like Joel is now...oh how jealous I am...May the Lord comfort her friends and family and the sparkpeople that loved this woman of God.
Praise God she is now with the Father...
Love you Missy,
Nan

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FILLANGES 5/22/2011 12:12AM

    We do rejoice in knowing she is in the arms of our beloved Lord and Savior! Hallelujah.

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PEPPERLEAH 5/21/2011 10:14PM

    She will be greatly missed. God bless her family.

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SMIDGON 5/21/2011 8:30PM

    Tho we've never met, my heart and prayers go out to you and your family.

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SVELTEWARRIOR 5/21/2011 5:35PM

    So sorry to hear about the loss of Willow Winds

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PUDLECRAZY 5/21/2011 4:44PM

    So sorry to hear of the loss of Willow Winds.

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IUHRYTR 5/21/2011 4:10PM

    This sure has been a bad month for many of us as we have had to say goodbye to close friends and relatives. Let's alway keep happy memories in mind when the sad times come on us. -- Lou

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LACEEJO11 5/21/2011 3:33PM

   

I bow my head and shed a tear in agreement with all the SPARKFRIENDS who cherished this precious lady! I did not have the honor of knowing her, tho wish I had! I viewed her page and was moved by her presence, which still lingers there through her writings and pictures!! This is a beautiful, heart felt tribute Missy! May she RIP....

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LISAWILLBEFIT 5/21/2011 3:00PM

    i know sdhe is up there dancing.I just wish she had more time.

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MOMMA_BEAR_69 5/21/2011 2:03PM

    What a great loss to those of us left on earth but definitely a great gain for heaven. God has taken another angel home. RIP WillowWinds, we will miss you!!!
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Jessie's battles with disease are over

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I know that Jessie is with our Savior, forever to remain with Him, in perfect health, where there are no tears, having heard the words we all long to hear: Well done, my good and faithful servant. I am so very honored to have known this remarkable young lady and I look toward the day when we will spend eternity together with our God.

Jessica Denise Meriwether

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MOMMA_BEAR_69 5/16/2011 3:39PM

    Remember that tears are healing... May God comfort you, yours and Jessie's family and all whose lives were touched by such a wonderful young lady. Remember the wonderful memories you have of her and the joy she brought to so many. Praise the Lord for taking his young angel home where she is no longer in such pain but will live in His house forever!!!
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    I'm so sorry she and everyone that loved her had to go through all that, but am happy that she is in heaven. emoticon to you and her family.

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LIGHTHEART09 5/15/2011 6:55PM

    So young to be taken...what a loss for the world....Joel and Jesse in Heaven dancing...

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    God speed amem. Even know God has control it is hard please fell the hugs and prayers that I am sending. emoticon

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Praying for her friends and families, and her soul.

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FILLANGES 5/14/2011 1:26PM

    Big HUG to you, Missy. And a smile knowing Jessie is in the loving embrace of Our Lord! Hallelujah! I am sorry for the loss to you and her family but I stand in faith knowing God's promises. He will send His strength and Peace into the hearts of Jessie's loved ones as they need it. God Bless you and ALL Jessie's loved ones. Prayers going up for you all.
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PONYFARMER 5/13/2011 7:52PM

    I am in tears reading this, so young a life. My tears are for her parents and all they have had to endure. Jessie is the blessed one being with our Lord and Savior, forever free from the pain of this world.

What a brave girl these wonderful parents raised. Sending love, hugs and prayers as you learn to live without your beautiful girl.



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IUHRYTR 5/13/2011 7:38PM

    It is always sad to say goodbye to someone so young. I know you have happy memories to help you through this difficult time. -- Lou

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    Big emoticon for all Missy concerning Jesse. May God give you all peace. How very sad for all left hear that lives she touched. She was so young, it breaks my heart! Will be lifting you all in prayer.
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SJG1953 5/12/2011 1:36AM

    emoticon emoticon So sad to have to let her go, but so joyous for her to be in the presence of our Savior. There are really no words to express the deep pain the seperation causes, but may God's presence comfort family and friends at this hard and difficult time. Prayers, Shirley

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7PASTORMIKE7 5/12/2011 1:33AM

    My heart goes out to the family due to the loss of Jessie !
They will be in my thoughts and prayers !

With deepest regards,
Pastor Mike

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JAMER123 5/11/2011 11:49PM

    God's blessings to you and Jessie's family. Sending my spymathies and my prayers that you be held in God's hands as you heal and that Jessie is seated at the right hand of God the Father having attained eternal life. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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CARRIEANNE1027 5/11/2011 7:42PM

    To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. May God comfort Jessie's family and friends in their sorrow. I'm sure this young beautiful woman will still continue to touch the lives of others through the courage and strength she showed during her illness..
Weeping may stay for the night, but joy comes in the morning..
Thank you Missy for introducing us all to Jessie..
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SANDYBRUNO 5/11/2011 7:00PM

    God needed another angel up in heaven and now he has one. May God comfort those she left behind.

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ERIN1957 5/11/2011 6:59PM

    ...and He brings peace and everlasting life. Rejoice in a life lifted up toward eternal bliss, a life worthy of the best.

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SERVINGTHRUPT 5/11/2011 6:36PM

    Thinking of and praying for Jessie's family, along with you & the rest of the people who were touched by her life.

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PEPPERLEAH 5/11/2011 6:33PM

    How I wish we were there NOW. I am so sorry. It is just NEVER easy to lose someone we love. Yet, I am so glad she is in the arms of our Savior and Lord, and that she is no longer suffering. BIG HUGS to you, and her family. Please let them know they are in our prayers.

I love you.

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    I am thinking of you.

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Absolutely an ANGEL if I ever saw one!!! Thank you so much for the picture, now I can see who she was...and it sure dose show WHO she was!!!

Lovely!!

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PUDLECRAZY 5/11/2011 5:23PM

    I am so sorry to hear of this loss. It sounds like her suffering was such that leaving this world is what she wanted and needed to do, but it is so sad to lose a young person, and a friend.

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    Oh... oh, Missy. I know you'll miss her... I"m sure many will. But I won't say I'm sorry because she is no longer suffering. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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May she rest in peace!


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Update on Jessie

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

I will still stand in faith, believing for the miracles Jessie needs. Please remember her and her family in your prayers. This is today's update from her dad. Remember to thank God for the health of your children.

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I tried to post earlier, but my phone would not cooperate, so I had to come home and use the computer.

We have discussed all available options with the Dr.s and basically there are none. In order to treat Jessie's disease, we would have to wait and hope her body recovers enough to even begin treatment. Treatment would consist of chemotherapy and full body radiation to destroy the bone marrow, and have a complete bone marrow transplant again. Then we would have to hope and pray the new bone marrow would graft its way through the scar tissue or fibrosis. She would constantly need red blood cells, and platelets. She would also be in constant pain thru out the entire process. The oncologist said this disease is extremely painful, and out of the individuals who have ever elected to receive treatment, less than 20% live longer than five years.

Jessie let us know, unconditionally, she was NOT going to do another transplant long before this ever started. We as her parents would never put our baby through such pain and suffering. You who have watched Jessie over the last few months know how much pain the necrosis has caused, and now to put the fibrosis pain on top of that, well I can't imagine what that would be like.

Jessie's body is all ready beginning to fail. Yesterday her ventilator was set at 40% oxygen, today its at 60% because her marrow is not producing enough platelets, and she is bleeding into her lungs.

After talking with all the Dr.s, we have decided to let Jessie go; she will remain sedated, and free from pain. Which is what she asked for months ago. To be free from pain. We don't want her suffering any longer.

Tomorrow morning, Jessie will begin to be weaned off the oxygen and ventilator. Dr. Grier has sworn to do all she can medically do to make sure Jessie is comfortable, and does not suffer. She will no longer be receiving platelets nor red blood cells.

Jessie has touched countless lives, never in these two years has she ever asked God why her.... She constantly gave Him the Glory and Praise due His wonderful name. Constantly I would hear her praying to God to heal her, and release her from the pain, (who wouldn't) but she would just as quickly pray, "But, if I need to walk through this to be used by You to touch someone else's life, I WILL."

We want to thank all our family and many, many friends for walking with us through this. We will need you more than ever, to pray for us that will remain in this world, as we deal with the loss of such a wonderful young lady.



Daddy will all ways love his punkin...

  
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VISUALLYRICS 5/15/2011 8:52PM

    "Thank You Jesus for giving us Jesse.....and Thank You for holding us as we grieve this life taken...." "Oh Father, Life is so precious! I don't know Jesse....but my heart is moved by her testimony!! Bless my sister, and heal her heart of this wound.

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KUKESUE 5/11/2011 4:35PM

    Wow, I'm just learning of this path you're family has taken. I lift you all up in prayer. May God's grace and comfort surround you all!

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BABY_GIRL69 5/11/2011 4:32PM

    My deepest sympathies for you & praying for peace & comfort Jesse's family. That they know God is gently rocking her in the comfort of His arms & them always. God bless, Dee

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LOTUSFLOWER 5/11/2011 3:50PM

    Missy, I am so sorry for the loss of this remarkable young girl....somehow I got unsubscribed to your blogs, so I wasn't aware of the situation....praying for her family and for you, and all that are suffering from her loss. She is now Home with her Savior.

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LIGHTHEART09 5/11/2011 10:54AM

    Heavenly Father,
Release your comforting Angels Lord, let Jesse feel your peace that passes all understanding. Let her feel your presence and your glory. Let her life be an example for many. Comfort her family, and friends. Shine the love of Jesus on Jesse and all that she has touched. Bless her life with your love.
In Jesus name,
Amen

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BECCASINGSLEAD 5/11/2011 9:17AM

    Praying

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ERIN1957 5/11/2011 8:12AM

    John 3:16, For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.
Everlasting life...with Him where there is only life and love, where all is perfect and we are healed, whole and happy. Joy will fill the air of life with and next to Him. He knows the suffering and pain of being a parent, He knows the heart of the beautiful young, He loves and holds you all in His loving caring hands and hearts.
My prayers will not cease, for with you He is and with you all He will be.
In Jesus Christ our Lord and Everlasting Saviour.
~Erin



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CARRIEANNE1027 5/11/2011 5:17AM

    Standing with you in faith for a miracle.. and praying for peace beyond all understanding for Jessie's family and friends..

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    Prayers go to the family during this difficult time

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    I am praying for all of you!

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    Praying. But we don't sorrow as those who have no hope, because we have the expectation of being reunited with our loved ones in Father's heaven.

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    PRAYING.

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SANDYBRUNO 5/10/2011 7:57PM

    I can't even begin to imagine how it would feel to lose a child but sometimes when people are in a lot of pain we have to put them first. It would be hard to be in pain constantly. My mother died of stomach cancer and her last 2 weeks she was in a lot of pain. I was ok to let her go to heaven so she would be pain free. She was a smoker all of her life and occasionally my husband and I smell smoke in the house. Before she died I asked her if possible to send me a sign she is okay. I always take that cigarette smoke smell as a sign. I will pray for Jessie's loved ones that God will comfort them and help them let go.

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Another Jessie Update

Sunday, May 08, 2011

I am again asking you to join me in prayer for the miracles Jessie needs. This is the most recent update from her dad. Please, pray for her entire family and her doctors.

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At a loss for words at the moment. Talked to the Dr.s and they are coming to the conclusion that Jessie has Myelofibrosis. Myelofibrosis is a disorder of the bone marrow, in which the marrow is replaced by scar ( fibrous ) tissue. The cause is unknown. There is no treatment for this. In young people, bone marrow transplant appears to improve the outlook, and possibly cure the disease. Only problem is, Jessie would never survive another transplant. She would need to under go chemo and radiation again. Her body just wouldn't make it.
Very frustrating visit tonight. Jessie was awake enough that she was trying to tell us something. I would move heaven and earth to know what it was. She looked straight into my eyes, I know she wants to say something and can't. She is still intubated, and since she has been bedridden for over a month now, she can only move her left arm, and that's barely. Her right arm is useless. She wants us to understand something about her right leg, I think..... we just can't tell. She looks at you with pleading eyes, and her face gets so flushed, her eyebrows furrow with frustration.... I can't describe how helpless we as parents feel.
Monday will be a big day for us, LSU oncologists and Dr. Berryman will be putting their heads together to see if something may have been overlooked, but its doubtful. There is some hope that it still maybe a fungal infection, and the test results we get back monday will clarify that or not.
I wish I had better news, but I don't.
Dr Grier called us tonight and gave us the news I just shared with you, she was on the verge of tears as she relayed the information to us. She told Angela it was not fair to have worked so hard to fix her, to now not be able to fix her. There needs to be more Dr.s in the world like her and others who take such a personal investment in their patients.
Continue to be in prayer, because unless Jessie recieves a miracle from God.....

  
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LIGHTHEART09 5/11/2011 10:58AM

    I remember when Joel's health was failing...My prayers were Lord heal him now or take him, but don't make him suffer!
Praying.
Nan

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CARRIEANNE1027 5/10/2011 12:36AM

    Praying for Jesse and her family, and for wisdom for the doctors. Where man is not able, God is able!

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MOMMA_BEAR_69 5/9/2011 9:24PM

    Praynig for God's will to be done in young Jessie's life!! Never give up...God has been in the miracle business a long time. Praying...

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    On my prayer list!!

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    I'm on it!!!!!!

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BOBBIENORTHERN 5/9/2011 11:48AM

    Missy, I am standing in agreement with pepperleah with her prayer to our Lord for she is praying the truth over this situation. I am also stating again that He wants Jessie healed and whole and her healing has already been paid for and with the measure of faith given to each of us we call her healed now by the stripe of Jesus that He bore for Jessie personally for her benefit. She has a miracle that is in the works right now in His due set time so that she can finish her assignment here on this earth. He is a healing Savior and Lord, He is a miracle working God, He works wonders to behold, there is nothing too big or too small for Him to transform into life and beauty. This is easy for our Lord to bring this healing for Jessie to pass. They will find out exactly what is going on and will provide what they are able to do and our Lord will strengthen Jessie and transform her situation for His honor and His glory. We believe and we receive Jessies healing in the name of Jesus and sealed in the shed blood of Jesus the Lamb of God.

Thank you Fathr God for the healing of Jessie and the miracles for Jessie and the wonders being worked in her life right now.

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ANGELCOWBOY1 5/9/2011 7:13AM

    I will pray for Jessie and all her family, friends and medical staff.

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    I am praying for Jessie and her family.

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    Praying for Jesse, her family, and medical staff also. Our God is Able!

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BECOMINGDEB 5/8/2011 11:22PM

    My prayers still go out to Jessie and her family. Thanks for the updates.

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PEPPERLEAH 5/8/2011 11:11PM

    Still praying...and wil continue to do so. Makes me think of the old hymn:

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I shall not be, I shall not be moved
Just like a tree that's planted by the living waters
I shall not be moved

We will not be moved from standing on God's promises. Please let her family know we are all holding them, Jessie, and the medical staff up in prayers. Our God is a mighty God, and He is still, most assuredly, in the miracle business.

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    God can produce miracles. I will be in prayer. Happy Mother's Day!



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Update on Jessie

Thursday, May 05, 2011

This poor kid takes one step forward and gets knocked down three. First of all, a HUGE thank you for those of you who are standing in faith with us, believing for Jessie's miracles. I will NOT back down from the absolute knowledge that God is doing something mighty for, in, and through this remarkable young lady. Lest I fail to report all that is happening today, I will paste to you what her dad wrote on their Caring Bridge post for today. We visited with her grandfather today (her grandmother, our good friend, is up in Shreveport with her) and the entire family is concerned, if not alarmed by this new turn of events. I will NOT worry. I will NOT fret. I will run to my refuge, my fortress, my God in whom I trust and see His glory unfold. Please continue to pray for our young and beautiful friend, Jessie, and her family and doctors.

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Well we've hit a snag in jessie's treatment. Some other things are going on that they can't figure out. Jessie has been receiving alot of blood products, red blood every three days or so, and platelets about every other day. Her body is producing plenty of white blood cells, but for some reason is not making the other components, or are not making them fast enough to keep up with the demands of the body. So something is going on with her bone marrow. The hematology Dr, talked to us about the results from their biopsy they did. As usual for jessie, nothing is conclusive. He sees cells that could possibly be leukemia, as in they have the apperance of, but they can't get confirmation from anywhere else in her body. If it was leukemia, there would be signs of it in her blood. There is none. They tried unsuccesfully to pull some liguid from her bones at the bone marrow biopsy they did, if they could have gotten any it could or would have been used to confirm either the existence of leukemia or not. Hematoc Dr says she has a very fiberous bone marrow. He thinks she possibly has a fungas or a virus causing this, which would also affect the componets of the blood. We are awaiting results to confirm that, meantime he is going to start to treat Jessie as if she does have fungal or viral to get a jump on it. If tests come back negative, we just back off treatment.
So, there is a possibility she either has fungal or viral infection causing fibrosis in her marrow, or some form of leukemia is there or both. Just to let you know, if it is leukemia she is not medically able to survive treatment. They odds of survival are very minute.
Treatment of bringing her off the ventilator has sorta stalled. She was progressing very well till today. She became very agitated to the point that they had to go back up on the sedation. She has blood in her lungs because her plattlets are low. She was receiving a blood transfusion when we visited this morning, she is scheduled to get another plus platelets. Once the platelet count goes up the bleeding should stop. Since she has blood in her lungs, her breathing is more labored than it has been in a while. That's also why they went back up on sedation and ventilation.
We should be getting results back in a couple days. The results will only be about the fungal or viral infection, but not about leukemia. They see cells that could be leukemia but can't confirm it. They want to do a pet scan to look at her bones, but she is not stable enough to leave I.c.u to get one done so alot of this is guess work. Pray for all of us...

  
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SECRETMUSIC 5/8/2011 7:41PM

    Thanks for the update, Missy. I'll keep you and Jessie in my thoughts.

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    I will continue to keep Jesse, her family & friends.. and especially YOU in my prayers dear friend. Happy Mother's Day to you. emoticon

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SANDYBRUNO 5/5/2011 11:18PM

    I will definitely keep this young lady in my prayers as well as her family.

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LACEEJO11 5/5/2011 9:56PM

   
Standing strong, mighty like the mighty oak..we will not allow the enemy to take this precious souls life!! GOD hears our pleas, FATHER grant one of the DRs. YOUR divine wisdom.... we ask it in the MIGHTY name of JESUS!! Cause a MIRACLE that will have them all shaking their heads in awe. We trust, we believe, and we know it is all in YOUR time, and in YOUR hands! YOU are the all knowing, Omnipotent GOD! To YOU goes all the praise, honor, & glory.

My prayers will continue and include all her loved ones, Drs. and everyone involved!!

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TINKERBELL200 5/5/2011 9:55PM

    Praying and standing in faith with you and the family for a total healing of Jesse, and a good report on the test results in Jesus Name!


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PEPPERLEAH 5/5/2011 8:30PM

    Oh yes, we are still praying. And we will continue to do so. I stand in total agreement with you in prayer that God is doing something might for, in and through Jessie. We will not give in to the firely darts; we will stand firmly upon God's promises.

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ERIN1957 5/5/2011 6:04PM

    Praying!

In truth in love, (2 John)

~Erin

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SOLIDROCK3 5/5/2011 5:22PM

    Praying for you and your family. For wisdom and direction for each of her doctors. Blessings to you.

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TEDDYBEARGIRL 5/5/2011 5:00PM

    This is so sad....will keep her in my prayers!

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SVELTEWARRIOR 5/5/2011 3:47PM

    Jessie,family,doctors are in my prayers

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PRAYINGSUZIE 5/5/2011 3:46PM

    I am adding Jessie, her family, doctors, and friends to my prayers!!! Thank you for the update!

Suzie

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BECOMINGDEB 5/5/2011 3:34PM

    Jessie and her family and doctors are in my thoughts and prayers.

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4MRSDAND123 5/5/2011 3:33PM

    emoticon Jessie, her family, and doctors are in my prayers.

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WENDYSPARKS 5/5/2011 3:11PM

    Praying for Jessie.

Wendy

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