Thursday, June 24, 2010
Boy, did I fall off the Wagon. I have skinned both knees and have a black eye. But, as long as God gives me breath, it is not tooooo late to get back on track.
Have been thinking about what happened - since I was doing good. Was tracking me eating and exercising. Was losing a few inches - and a couple of pounds. And, was feeling so much better physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
First, my daughter finished her nursing program and I did feel a real letdown. I had not realized how much I "carried" while she was in the nursing program. Now, she is finished - and planning to take her state boards soon.
Second, I have been "so tired" recently. Am I really tired or is it something else?? I retired from a 30 year job which I really did like. Planned to just be able to sew, knit, spend time with my grandchildren and "take life easy"!! But, am working 30 hours a week in the church office. I do love my job there and feel like God provided it for me. But, sometimes I think I am resenting working again.
I started the 30 day quick challenge - or whatever it is called. Really simple daily things to do - but I have not even done that this month. I did my collage - but have not printed it out. The simple items I have listed on my Spark Page to do Daily i have not been doing.
So, it is time to pick myself up, dust myself off and start all over again. That sounds like a song. But, I can't sing so won't go there. My Mom sang in a monotone - and I can't even do that. But, I have said just watch out in Heaven - because I am going to sing with the best: Rich Mullins and Third Day!!!!
So today I turn over a new leaf - and am on my way!!!