Tuesday, February 01, 2011
I falsely gained weight over the weekend (sodium and sporadic eating), so that when I weighed in today, I "magically" lost 4 pounds. LOL. What it boiled down to was that my first official weight for February is 269 (which is my lowest weight for January).
I don't put much stock into what the scale says (especially if I'm going to keep weighing myself every day). However, as a general OVERALL trend, I think that if I'm building muscle and losing fat through consistent exercise and healthy food choices, it will eventually show up in the numbers.
After all, BMI teaches us that weight isn't everything:
I returned to basics this year and planned out what I believe would be my weight if I lost 1 pound a week or 2 pounds a week (those #s are on my SparkPage), and I weigh myself at the beginning of the month to see how it hits those benchmarks. When I added my 269 weight, I noticed it was EXACTLY THE SAME as my 2009 February weigh in.
(Copied from my front page--)
New year, new range! Here's the 1lb loss/2 lb loss ranges, but my goal is to lose 75 lbs (hit 199) in 2009:
FEB 2009--271/267 (actual 269 2/2/09)***
MAR 2009--267/259 (actual 264 3/5/09)
APR 2009--263/251 (actual 261 4/13/09)
MAY 2009--259/243 (actual 257 5/5/09)
JUN 2009--255/235 (actual 258 6/1/09)
JUL 2009--251/227 (actual 255 7/1/09)
AUG 2009--247/219 (actual 256 8/3/09)
_______adjusting 1, 2 pound loss nums_______
SEP 2009--252/248 (actual 252 9/2/09)
OCT 2009--247/238 (actual 245 10/1/09)
NOV 2009--243/230 (actual 243 11/2/09)
DEC 2009--238/220 (actual 238 12/1/09)
**End of 2009- 239: LOST 31 pounds!!**
At first I was a little disappointed, despite meeting ALL of my January 2011 goals. I had a twinge of feeling like I had "lost" the progress of two whole years. But in the next instant I remembered that I've gained lots of knowledge and experience during that time. It's helped make me a better person, realize my fears and self-imposed limitations, and break through them! I am stronger in so many ways, and have more opportunities stretching out in front of me!
Then my blood really started pumping when I realized I could COMPETE AGAINST MYSELF! I will track more minutes than I did in 2009! I will be more consistent with my healthier food choices (though I'm still believe in flexibility and not restricting foods completely)! And through those victories, I will probably lose more than 31 pounds this year. My goal is -50 (especially since I hope to gain some weight in my muscles!)!
[That's right! Look over your shoulder, self from 2009! HEhehee.]
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
With only 17 minutes remaining in January, I realized that I was (coincidentally) 17 minutes short of my 20,000 total tracked fitness minutes goal. If I had worked out on Friday, Saturday, or Sunday, I would have easily overshot my goal... But now it was down to the wire.
In my nightgown and slippers, after showering from my cardio and 100 PushUp Challenge earlier in the night, I realized that I could still do my 200 Squat Challenge minutes, and use approximately 20 minutes to do it. I walked during the "rest" in between the sets to make sure that I was actually keeping my heart rate up, making it feel more like all of the minutes were truly FITNESS minutes. (*Note: Since Spark doesn't add my Strength Training minutes to the total Fitness Minutes, I do it manually under the Cardio section, and I use the same number for amount of minutes and calories burned.)
The last set is a minimum of 25, but you go until exhaustion of "good form", so I hit 55 in a row! :) That made today's total of 116 squats (now), and 112 wall push-ups (earlier after my cardio).
(For background info, here's a link to my blog where I hit my previous January goal for SparkPoints and set up this one. www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_jo
urnal_individual.asp?blog_id=3946239 ... I'm officially at 1,072 fitness minutes for the month of January! I may want to attempt hitting over 1,000 minutes for every month this year! Wait, no, 1,111 for each month in '11! :D )
ALL OF MY JANUARY GOALS:
GOYAAM & SP
Plan for Jan '11:
x Track Food, eat ranges! - - ~DONE~
x Strength Train! - - ~DONE~
x 30 mins daily activity! - - ~DONE, mostly~
x Work SparkPoints for next SparkTrophy! - - ~DONE~
Now I'm ready to plan my February goals! I think I might do the 28 day Spark bootcamp, FINALLY :)
Thursday, January 27, 2011
I danced like mad at a new instructor/gym's Zumba class. And I shook my hips so hard it was as if I was flicking off the negative energy. And before the class, since I got there early to make sure I had a pass before it filled up, I walked for almost 40 minutes, venting my earlier frustrating exchange with my husband through the keypad into my phone as I actually wrote a blog. But no one needs to read a recount of uncomfortable misunderstandings, miscommunication and disconnects.
So I'll tell you about my exercise!
It made me feel good!
It made me feel tired & sore, but in a FANTASTIC way that actually gives me more energy!
It made me able to concentrate on the good that my body can do!
It made my blood pulse through my body faster and faster!
It made me smile.
It brought me a compliment from a stranger in the class.
It made me able to say that I've completed another day in my 100 Day/30 minute activity challenge -- Except that I've done 98 minutes today!
I can't say that my hips were the most talented, coordinated in the class. But I can say that they mostly did what I asked, and they're in the top 5! My eyes were closed for more of this class than any before, as I caught onto the instructor's steps and did the reps while feeling the music. When I did catch glimpse, even though I was the largest and almost most round woman there, I wasn't disappointed by my body or what it did. Instead I shimmied extra, perfectly. And while it takes more energy and strength to move my 270 pounds around than someone that weighs 125, *YOU*COULD*TELL* because when I moved, I moooooved. And it was graceful.
This is my hip. Pretty!
This is a Nike hip in an older advertisement that says:
return to puberty
when I'm in dance class.
Music affects them like hormones
Making them crazy
and prone to DRAMA
And I don't understand them
And sometimes they
don't understand themselves
When the music stops
They're still charged
Don't touch me
Sparks will fly.
JUST DO IT.
...Except, I do understand them, and they love to be touched! LOL!
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
There's an interval Push-Up program/guide online called HundredPushupChallenge.com that I was introduced to by my GOYAAM SparkTeam (stands for "Get Off Your *[Ahem] And Move"). Since I can't quite do a floor push-up (especially since I got something "like wow, oh wow" that are kinda in the way for how short my arms are), I do WALL PUSH-UPS! I stand with my feet slightly farther away from the wall than my arms can reach and touch the tip of my nose when I go in. Here's a demo from Spark Fitness:
-My history with this program is as described below-
DATELINE: [[[10/5/08 8:45 PM]]]
I posted that I did the initial test, was rarin' to go using level 3 to do WALL PUSH-UPs.
**That initial post was my last post on the team message thread... And I eventually just stopped doing it (or something - I don't remember, but I know I was frustrated).**
SparkFriend NERDDAVE started his own challenge and it reminded me that I didn't get to 100.. Didn't finish. So I decided after dropping out to "drop in" , and even wrote a blog about it.. .Then I posted on the GOYAAM thread again a bunch of times. I finished up to week 3 (that's approximately 9 days of doing this training, with an equal amount of rest days in between). Then there's no posts after that. I wasn't happy with Week 3 so I repeated it before moving to the harder level. I may have been discouraged.
**From Jan 2009 until 2011 I had "100 pushup challenge" on my OTHER GOALS tracker... Those empty boxes looking back at me; okay well, not really, it was more like they were overlooked with just a faint hint of disappointment from the back of my heart**
I started the 100 push-up challenge again! (Remember what I said about Debbie's example while visiting and watching BL in SparkStars blog? I'm doing it!) And do you know what my initial test count was?!? 23 WALL push-ups all in a ROW! So that means that they started me off in the "advanced" middle of the program - Week 3, Level 3 (highest)!! Even though it had been 2 years, I almost ended up exactly where I left off... That's crazy!!
**Total of 89 wall push-ups Sunday -- DONE!
**Total of 80 wall push-ups today -- DONE!
My arms are tired, but actually felt less sore after using them for the push-ups today (though hurt a little during), and even LESS sore right now, 8 hours later!
What's the difference between those past attempts and now?! I'm going to finish it! Not only that, but one of my biggest issues was going to the website to figure out what the intervals were supposed to be. This time I have an app for my work phone that counts it for me (EASY - NO EXCUSES!).
Heck, I even started the 200 Squat Challenge today! My initial test landed me squarely at the regular Week 1, but level 3! So I'm pretty proud of myself. Check this out:
**Total of 94 squats today -- DONE!
And you know what else?! My goal of adding some consistent strength training has finally BEGUN. That was something I wanted to start as a January goal! Doing these exercises will lead me (with enthusiasm) to adding more to my repertoire, especially since I can do them Sunday/Tuesday/Friday, which are days when I usually end up skipping cardio after HEAVY calorie burns the previous days.
I'm so excited! I just had to share. And I could've just posted that I did these programs, and disregarded what happened before, but trying to look up my old blogs and remember what happened before I think will make me able to overcome past difficulties by raising awareness. THAT is why I'm a proponent of "CONTINUING" instead of "Starting Over". I'm not starting over, EVER. I am MOVING FORWARD with all of the accomplishments and knowledge I learned from previous experience!!!
(Also, I highly recommend doing them with a friend you trust & love.)
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Most people need to handle the death of one or both of their parents sometime during their life. This weekend my in-laws made the decision, along with my mother-in-law's doctor, to forgo the chemotherapy and just make her comfortable until the natural end of her life. Hospice has been ordered. She's home with a hospital bed. I've been working on accepting this, as I had previously seen the treatment as a ray of hope. But in the end, she has cancer in her spinal column along with the chest/lung tumor that is pressing on nerves causing her extreme pain; it has been worsening rapidly the past few weeks. I am doing my best to provide support and care a couple of times a week, and help my husband cope during this difficult time. She has lovingly treated me like a daughter for the past 14 years, and I just want her to not suffer this pain.
The same day I found out this recent news, on Sunday, I was able to walk with some SparkFriends during the bright morning sunshine. And while I ended up getting a blister on each of my teeny baby toes, they aren't that bad and are healing quickly. The best part about it (besides the great company) was that I walked 4 miles with them! FOUR MILES. F-O-U-R miles.
That's the NEW most I've done in one go. We were at the same lake that MDRATH & JENIUS_PANDA introduced me to in 2008 and I did my first 3+ miles, sparking a desire and confidence that I COULD complete a 5k event. (And I did do the Iron Girl 5k after that in 2009 & 2010).
Thanks to NEWSGIRL2177 for doing the whole 4 miles with me, and to ADVENTURE-GIRL, MORELIE, as well as STEPHNPWY & JENIUS_PANDA for joining me in part of it.
That walk, and time spent with my friends (new and old) gave me additional strength that I didn't know I'd need later. It released some tension that had built up in me, and was utterly invaluable. I have always recognized the special people in my life, but current events make me think about how much I treasure them, all the time. Thanks also to everyone that offered support on my previous blog, "Somber Note". You are all really helping me to survive.
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