Friday, May 01, 2009
So I am tired and lonely in a way. I have gotten 4 different people to try Sensa with me, but they are all nearly 3 months behind me in the program. So we don't have a lot in common in the way of successes to share. I feel like if I talk about my success too much, it will sound like bragging.
At home, no one discusses my weight, good, bad or otherwise. My kids are too little and my darling husband too politically correct. My best friend is too small (though she is an encouraging as she can be considering) and most of the other family I have are too far away or too judgemental to just be happy for me.
Yesterday I hit a major milestone to me... 20lbs lost and even though I could tell a few people about it... for some reason fireworks didn't go off. Somehow I thought they would.
I am not discouraged in my journey, just lonely for someone to share with. So I guess I will start blogging and even though I won't know who is reading it, it will give me a place to air my experiences without having to apologize or feel guilty.