Friday, October 14, 2011
I did really well on my diet for the past two days - until last night. My husband was starving an hour after dinner and I wasn't hungry, but I craved anyway. We got a large pizza (16") with extra cheese, green pepper, onion, and pepperoni, thin crust, as well as some pepperoni cheese sticks. I ate a stick and then went on to eat who knows how many pieces of pizza. They were square pieces, about 2 x 2 in. I think I ate like 3 with most of the crust and then two to three more of just the toppings (meaning the cheese and veg). I wanted to throw it up. I was worried I'd aspirate on the cheese if I tried to do that. How sick is that? I am so upset with myself, and I don't understand why, despite this health scare, I continue to do this to myself. I can't control myself.
I am happy to report, at least, that I did go for a walk today and have started back on the healthy eating. It's just so depressing to have done this for years - I was able to diet on Weight Watchers once a few years ago for 3 weeks and lost the weight and kept it off, and I can't hardly stay on one for 3 days anymore. It's always been one day on, a week or ten off, trying over and over and over. It has really taken a toll on my self-esteem.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Talk about a wake up call! I had the results from a physical done a month ago arrive the day before yesterday --I have pretty high cholesterol for a 24-year old girl with a BMI of 24-ish. I mean, it's almost 200, with HDL ("good" cholesterol) at 42 (under the optimal level by quite a bit). My triglycerides are off the chain for me. It seems that a couple years ago my cholesterol was around 100 or lower.
So, yesterday I started really sticking to my diet and I did it. I reached all of my nutrition goals, and didn't binge on bacon, sausage, or cheese, like I normally do. Today, so far, I have done well and on my food log I still have dinner to eat as well as a few sugar-free popsicles. I walked 1.7 miles yesterday and today. I hope I can stick to it and do it this time; it appears heredity is not on my side as far as cholesterol is concerned, my Mom's is 274 and my Dad's is 220-ish.
I hope this health scare is enough to tip the motivation scale in my favor.
Monday, October 10, 2011
I am 140.5 today and therefore up almost 10 lb. from last month. Someone please, stop me.
Wednesday, October 05, 2011
Hi, friends. I'm back! I was on a blogging hiatus, as well as a diet and exercise hiatus. Such is life. I gained back the weight I lost, plus a few. I changed my goals today, and yesterday went off without a hitch! So here's to starting over!
Wednesday, September 07, 2011
I am on a reverse-diet bender. Namely, I am munching down everything in sight. The holiday weekend didn't go well, and it continued into this week. I have been eating whatever, not exercising, and feeling horrible about myself.
In other news, I might be pregnant, so I am pretty sure the anxiety from that is making me feel like eating. That, or I am PMS-ing. I'm late...period, where are you?! I have only been married a three weeks, and I don't want to be that girl who gets pregnant a week from the wedding night. I don't want any "shotgun" references.
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