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Sep 3, 2013 - Thoughts on paranoia (0530 am)

Tuesday, September 03, 2013

What if i get psychotic & can't get back? What if i go insane?

tito says: you do it to yourself! not willing. I will not. I can do all things...

Not true. Why choose this? Just happens. Can't stop (prevent or cure).

I take Risperidone/risperidol) 3 mg/2 X day. Need heavier dose or something else/something emergency. Now lasts 16 hours+ or more. Can go into days.

Worse over years.

1999 - Started w/music
2000 - Watching eyes everywhere.
2004 - Progressed to voices (Bates) Still eyes.
2005-2009 - Eyes continued thru 2005 - 2009. Christian music helped most, FB helped once in 2009. sometimes movies (was good/innocent/wholesome movies help. Action & syfy even bothered me.
2010-13 EYES, THOUGHTS/LIES, CATATONIC
2013 - Recently evil/demon movies help (Was even grateful - Lord save me)
Sept 2 2013 Now only sleep helps.

  


Sep 2, 2013 Severe Paranoia X3

Tuesday, September 03, 2013

My paranoia (Psychosis) is getting worse and worse. Only sleep cures, even just a little nap, The delusions are so real - can't tell real from unreal, truth from lie. Don't know what to do.

- Put on belt of truth. Ephesians 6:14

It usually starts with 1 thought like....someone/see/look/think about me.. no basis in truth but who cares, doesn't make sense....
Then other thoughts come and I can't tell reality from delusion like...tito/death, ambulance/tito, irma/here,...puppies/drown, etc.

- Put on helmet of salvation. Ephesians 6:17

Made page private again. (public - 1 wk ago):

For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war according to the flesh. For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty in God for pulling down of strongholds, casting down arguements and every high thingthay exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ 2 Cot 10:3-6

  


Carbs Necessary

Sunday, September 01, 2013

I basically follow SP's nutrition goals and eat a healthy 50% carbs/30% protien/20% Fat ratio with 75 - 100 grams protein per day. But I must not neglect the carbs, even fast burning carbs for energy to fuel my workouts. Carbs stored in the muscles and liver fuel workouts, but I also find I need a snack prior to working out. Will begin eating a banana 15-30 minutes prior to a workout.

  
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TRYJESUS2DAY 9/2/2013 5:56PM

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NELLIEC 9/2/2013 12:59AM

    Sounds like a good idea since bananas also give you potassium, which sometimes is hard to get in the American diet.

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Learn to Love Exercise

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

I learned to love exercise during the BLC22. It started with midnight workouts and a workout buddy. At the beginning, I hated it and wasn't consistent. I joined the Official 10-Minute Exercise Streak Challenge and began doing 20 minute workouts, 10 minutes ST videos and 10 minutes SP Cardio Blast DVD. As the days went by, I kept my streak alive with these short workouts. I had found my motivation to exercise. I tried the 80's Aerobic workout on the DVD and fell in love. Memories of days gone by flooded my mind.I was truly having fun now. I started working with greater intensity as I found something I enjoyed. Then I began adding minutes slowly and doubled the time I worked out. This week I'm doing 40 minute workouts and next week i plan on increasing it to 60, Where will I go from there? The sky's the limit!

My advice: Find a time you enjoy working out. Start small and start a streak. Find a workout buddy. And find something you enjoy!

  
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FUSIONFITNESS3 9/1/2013 3:22PM

    Isn't it amazing? I'm amazed how at my age I have learned , dare I say, to love my fitness classes. It's so key to find what motivates you such, such as type of fitness and time of day. Keep up the fabulous work.

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COOLMAMA11 8/29/2013 6:38PM

    emoticon You Rock Girl! emoticon

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KATI5668 8/28/2013 11:35AM

    great words...& yep know what ya mean about finding what you can love.
the music on the Richard Simmons work out DVD's is memory land for me..& I just feel better while doing his work out to music of my youth.

then I got a Country line dancing DVD...I used to love to TwoStep..
when in OK & TX it seemed there was a dance place on every corner & country was the music of the day..I had a partner that was super good & we could close the place down. Those days are gone but the music brings them back..

Sweet memories of days gone by!

Got to dash off to work..but enjoyed your blog very much!

Ta 4 now... emoticon

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ELRIDDICK 8/28/2013 6:57AM

  Thanks for sharing

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Midnight Workout

Thursday, August 22, 2013

I've been working out at midnight the last couple of weeks and I'm on an daily exercise streak. Today made day 12. emoticon My sleep time varies. I prefer to sleep in the mornings between 0600 and 3 pm. Wednesday, I got up at 0300 am and napped from 9 pm to 1130 pm, so basically today was an early morning workout for me. That works best. I had to delay my cardio as my DH was sleeping and I didn't want to be stomping around to my cardio DVD and wake him up. The delay only gave me an opportunity to try and talk myself out of continuing my workout. With the help of my husband and his encouragement when he got up at 3 am, i was able to push through and do 30 minutes of aerobic dance. Thanks DH!

  
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IMLOCOLINDA 9/12/2013 8:25AM

    I did my 5K at 2 a.m. I'm a nite owl...always have been! Good to know there are a few out there. I love to walk under the stars!

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TRYJESUS2DAY 9/2/2013 6:01PM

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KIWINURSE 8/25/2013 3:37AM

    That is great. I am a night shift nurse, so that would work for me! That is one reason that I joined Anytime fitness so that I could go anytime! I work 7P-7A so have been trying to work out before coming to work :)
Christine

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SWEETNEEY 8/24/2013 11:54AM

    One time when I was training for a marathon with a group of friends - we were scheduling our 20 miler. Previously we'd done 18 miles and left out about 4a.m. My suggestion was we should start at 9 p.m. and we'd finish about 3 a.m. Then we could go home and go to bed. I was overruled - we started at 3:30 a.m. - I basically didn't sleep that night. No we're not the fastest - but we're the most DETERMINED.

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AWESOMECHELZ 8/23/2013 10:44PM

    I sleep poorly at night and have been thinking about changing my sleeping times. I like your blog because it has given me some ideas. emoticon

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P.S. When you write comments to your friends right on your blog here, they may not know it since SP has not set up notices back to us. I wanted to tell you since you wrote some nice comments to your friends. emoticon

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WAY2GOCAT 8/23/2013 2:43PM

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MELP06 8/22/2013 9:25PM

    Great job! emoticon emoticon

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BUNBUN2010 8/22/2013 7:05PM

    You workout at midnight??? Now that is true dedication..way to go!!!

-Ashley

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NELLIEC 8/22/2013 5:18PM

    I'm glad your hubby encouraged you! emoticon

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BARBANNA 8/22/2013 2:40PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon Whatever works!

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