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Kickboxing Again

Thursday, February 21, 2008

I did Denise Austin's Cardio Kickboxing workout today. For some reason,that particular workout ALWAYS kick starts a faster weight loss for the week for me. Maybe it is the polymetrics she uses. I also did forty tummy crunches and that makes me feel better today.

That's all for now...M.


I Just Want To LOVE Me...:(

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

The other day I remember stepping on the scale. I remember crying my eyes out just as Patrick called. He seemed pretty alarmed and all I could keep choking out was "I'm so FAT! I'm a WHALE now! I GOT ON THE SCALE OH WHY DID I DO THAT!!!" That,between gulping,hysterical sobs I love the fact he carries that typical ex-Marine,Aries cool headedness and calm.

He went on to tell me that it wasn't true that I was beautiful to him and I didn't need to change anything,ect. Then he says "Hold on a second..GABBY! QUIT EATING THE GRASS!" (his chocolate lab was chomping as fast as she could on the lawn). I fell into hysterical giggles.

Today was a little better. I had a WW Chicken Quesadilla,and replaced lunch with a protein shake and lifted my free weights. Maybe small steps will lead to big ones.

I only want to not HATE myself anymore. I would be happy,with simply THAT....

That's all..M.

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STINGRAY834 3/9/2008 5:41PM

    Hey, I am sorry you feel that way. I just want you to know, it will get better. I was in your place when I started spark. That was my main goal, "to not hate myself anymore." Just remember that you can do it. It will take time and that is a good think because that means you are doing it the healthy way. :o) Remember to track all your exercise and measure your progress with other things like inches, not just the scale. That way you can see your progress a little clearer, the scale isn't always an accurate account of progress. I am starting to feel lots better about myself and I know you will get there too. Just don't give up on yourself. You can do this! :o)

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Did Great This Week

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

I have worked out consistently for three days now to Tae Bo and kickboxing. I lost only one pound but I know the rest will follow. My medicine is helping me sleep just a little better. Today is my day off...it's rainy and I'm glad. I am thinking of hitting Books A Million to see if they carry Godiva Chocolates since that is Patrick's favorite for Valentine's Day. Well..thats about it...M.



Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Here I go again. Backsliding to the same weight as I always do due to stress,being upset,or just not caring at the time. I just want to reach this goal soooo much,go back to school and not be afraid to go to the beach in the summer time. ALL these college girls in their teeny tiny bikinis go to the beach and I havent been in a two piece since I was TEN. I dont want this to frustrate me to the point I give up. I REFUSE to give up. I dont care how long it takes.

Going to go do Tae Bo now. Even though Ive been sick. I'm SICKER of being fat. M.

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SUNRISESUNSET 9/26/2007 5:41PM

    If you're sick, remember to cut yourself some slack! Maybe do any easier Tae bo workouts for a while until you feel better. Summer is far away now so you've got loads of time to get in shape by then.

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Up And At It Again..:)

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

I have been having terrible insomnia since I was unable to get my medicine for anxiety and panic disorder until just yesterday. I barely worked out for nearly a month. My body just got so mushy and I felt awful. I got a great nights sleep for the first time in a month and did Tae Bo Cardio and feel GREAT! I'm ready to lose this weight now once and for all! M.


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