Friday, March 09, 2012
My only goal for this weekend is to behave myself and finally drop below 230 I have finally taken down 235 and I am sitting at 230 but my body is fighting to stay at 230 or above, grr always frustrating. While I am happy with my progress and my inches lost and all are awesome, it is just mentally a huge victory to go past a certain number. I'm super happy because at one point the magic number was 270 right now being below 230 would just really give me that burst of motivation.I know I will reach my goal weight and size etc this year its just a fact it's going to happen, but I am getting impatient with 230 land and and want to be in 220 land. Oh how good it will feel, I need this, so I must behave this weekend I must stay focused and I must get myself over this hump and find that extra little motivation that comes with seeing a significant number on the scale.
Sunday, March 04, 2012
I am very happy with my weight loss this year so far, I am happy with how I feel, and the scale has even been mostly kind, but the victories that are really making a difference right now are: My Dad has commented on my weight loss (Mom too) my Dad isn't one of those dad's or anything but it was just really cool that he noticed and even seemed to have some admiration for my success. I am wearing my smaller sized work pants and I can actually get the next size down on, just need to get to being able to button them. I fit into the smallest size jeans in the past 5 years, still shooting for getting into my size 10s but right now the jeans I am in make me super happy. I dug out some of my cute Express tops and the tank tops fit, I still have enough squish that they will only be undershirts right now but hey they go on. My leather jacket fits, when you spend that much on a coat you hate to see it sitting in the back of the closet. And last but not least I bought a new workout shirt that is a size large, I could actually put a Medium on if I wanted but I'm still self conscious. I think wearing smaller clothes helps motivate me, and if I notice the stuff getting tight, I will know for sure I am going in the wrong direction no matter what the scale says.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
I got a gift certificate off of the spark point wheel and I thought cool I will order a spark shirt and spread the spark until it was going to charge me $9.10, shipping for a T-shirt, I could have a bowling ball delivered cheaper I think. So the $10 gift certificate is basically going to pay my shipping. My gift certificate is going to waste because I'm not paying that kind of shipping on something that I wasn't hell bent on getting in the first place. I mean seriously $9.10 does Chris drive it to my house personally and autograph it. Rant over now.
Monday, February 20, 2012
Marion, Iowa. Freeze Fest 5k, although not so much of a freeze this year.
Went into this race not expecting a lot was shooting for 36 flat since I would be running after getting off night shift and I was still fairly sore from snowboarding. Got to the race early and was still not feeling spunky, stretching it seemed to make it more evident that my back was not happy about all the falling when snowboarding. I definitely was going to be elated with a 36 if I could even pull that off. The race started at a quick pace, I usually don't get caught up in the rush of a start but today I did, I was running around 9 minute miles for the first quarter mile, at that point I looked at the Garmin and fell into a bit more comfortable pace running right around 11 minute miles. At about the half mile marker I was feeling like I was going to fast but decided in order to get faster I should run faster, at least for as long as I could. Around 3/4 of a mile a hint of a side stitch started to make itself know so I adjusted myself to a more relaxed stride and it seemed to have gone away. Then it just seemed like I got stronger I kept my pace even sped it up and around 2 mile marker I started to pass a fair number of people and didn't look back. With about a half mile left my boyfriend (who finished 2nd) came back to jog in with me, he cheered me on to a final surge at the end where I passed a decent sized pack of people and managed to pass one last person right at the finish. I completed the race in 33:56 destroying my old PR of 36:29. The nice thing about this PR is I know I have more in me, my muscles felt good, no soreness after the race, and my gas tank has more for sure, I was not breathing super heavy in fact I was even chatting with some "virgin" 5k racers around the 2 mile marker and chatted with my boyfriend to the finish. Maybe I should be disappointed knowing that I could have done better but I am still happy and look forward to more PR's this racing season. Today I reached into my pocket and found a note I wrote Friday night to myself
I guess I did my better goal.
Friday, February 17, 2012
This past weekend I went snowboarding for the first time, okay a lot of falling really . It was a great experience for a couple reasons, the first being that I would not have had the courage to do this a couple years ago when (drumroll please cause I know all of you have these statements) I was heavy....I wanted to snowboard or ski, but I was too heavy, I didn't want to look even more foolish than I already felt (any of this ringing true for others). The other thing that was neat about snowboarding is, it's a metaphor for life/weightloss, you fall down a lot but you have to choose either get back up and keep trying or give up and never know the joy of living. Yeah my butt has been sore all week, bumps bruises, I even tweaked my knee (I did call it a day after that to avoid risk of further injury) but in spite of all that I kept trying and even managed some success and guess what I'm willing to go break my butt a few more times, because it was fun, painful, but fun. When I get frustrated from now on I just need to think, get back up on that snowboard and get going I may only get a few feet before I fall again but if I choose to get back up I will eventually get better.
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