Monday, February 09, 2009
We are in a busy time at work
Starting back at Army drills
The wonderful cook in my apartment complex
that stubborn scale that I try not to listen to
I am sure there are more, I just need to figure out how to stop them before they destroy me.....
It is 3am I am at work and I am so tired. Not only have i worked all weekend but I have also been working on my house the past couple days too. I have to deal with going back to drills on the weekend which I don't really look forward to, but I wasn't really game for another trip to Iraq. I am struggling with myself about what to do about a friend who isn't really conducive to my weight loss goals and I have a neighbor that makes the most wonderful smelling food no wonder I am always waking up starving. Anyway back to the point I am supposed to meet with my walking partner at 7am and although I know that I am going to show up I don't know if I will be all there, I feel like my lifeforce has been drained. I mean it is only an extra hour of energy that I will need to expend but I have looked in the gas tank and I don't know that I can muster up the energy to keep going today. I don't want to cancel because I know that I won't go later and it does keep me motivated. It is just that I am ready for the night to end sooner rather than later.