Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Ok so i just learned a valuable lesson - all by myself.
Positivity may not always be there, but to make and keep our lives positive, sometimes we have to look for and find that positivity ourselves. It just so happens that negativity is so damn easy to find, that sometimes we have to soldier on and push past the negs to find those good ol' positives!!
I had a busy day at work. Worked late last night. Work is so busy right now... we don't usually get busy until May/June! I was sooo happy to see a new BodyRock workout go up and knew i had it then scheduled for tonight.
I got home from work all "blah" and was kinda like "Nope, i am NOT working out - i am relaxing i'm so so tired!!" so i moaned to the Darling (he really is) and he's like "No you're not, you're getting changed and you're doing your exercise" =) Bless him. That means SO much to me that even if the persuasion isn't working so much, the sweetness pushes me to go get changed into workout clothes.
Anywho's i did the workout. Ouch. It was SO HARD. So so hard, i actually wanted to CRY. It wasn't even that tough on paper but i just couldn't catch my breath... couldn't find the push inside me.
So i finished it and moped around, showered, got all blah. Thought about leaving a blog about how disappointed i am in myself. I read some recent comments on my last blog... people being so... awesome to me. I decided against posting a negative blog - once again i am lifted by my fantastic Spark Friends. You guys are encouraging me and egging me on - i don't need to come here and moan about myself!
That's when it struck me!! Ok i did poo at the workout and knew deep down i could do better. What's the positive? I DID the workout. THAT'S the positive! I wasn't even gonna try but i DID, i was gonna be lazy and do NOTHING but no, i atleast had a go and i elevated my metabolism.
So, things could be worse.