Saturday, February 19, 2011
Firstly, I think i'm learning to chill. I figure I'm just gonna go swings and roundabouts for a week or too. Not stress about the food too much but eat well, and not stress if i miss a workout or 2. Just kinda hang about for a week or two. I don't know whether i'm going to workout later, i've had two rest days already but i'm starting to feel the tiredness from work right now... i can't wait for a day off!
Anyways. I got a little shock after looking at a friends old online blog... she had pictures from a holiday we went on, i believe i was 18/19. One of my Sparkfriends, POOKIE, posted a blog the other week about shocking yourself. Well this was a shock!
I didn't know my friend had these pictures, but i did not know i was this size on the pictures, and i must have seen them back when they were taken! It's just such a big shock to me, and i thank the Lord i decided to do something about myself... and i thank SparkPeople too... otherwise i still might be in that situation. At the same time, they make me feel better right now, and thankful for where i am right now.
These are so horrible. :s
On another note, i also saw another friends photo's of when i was 13/14. These are a little bit better, but i had put a little weight on and was a size 12 going into 14.
Somebody i work with said to me yesterday that i look young again. She said i look like i did when i was a kid again. LOL. I can kinda see what she means now, but i think i'm in better shape than i have ever been now.
We are so worth it.