Wednesday, October 08, 2014
It's day 2 of my consistency streak and I survived! My legs were already super sore from the squats I did yesterday, so I only did about half of the squats I was supposed to do. Some is better than none in my opinion! I also walked on my treadmill for 20 minutes. I had to text my friend to have her motivate me to get off of my butt! I'm wearing my oxygen tonight because I've been a bit out of breath all day today, but I'm glad I still managed to get something done. Thanks to Sia's song "Chandelier", it helped me get through those 20 minutes. I had it on repeat the entire song. Although the song is about her getting drunk and swinging from chandeliers, the line "I'm going to live like tomorrow doesn't exist" means something to me personally. I realize I should stop worrying so much about tomorrow and focus on today. And today I focused on my workout. BahBAM!!
On another note, day was pretty awesome. I had an interview at a hospital and was told that if I received my credentialing that I need before the end of the month, I'll have the job! Because walking is a part of my job, it gives me even more reason to condition my body so that I'll be prepared. I'm a bit stressed on how I'll be able to afford it in such a short time (as I only have a week and a half to enroll to finish on time), so I started a fundraiser online to help with it. If you'd like to help me with my goal, feel free to here: www.gofundme.com/fduljk . I'm so excited to see the direction that my life is going. I know my life will never be what I consider "normal" since I have Lupus and a ton of other junk going on, but I hope I can live a semi-normal life as a 23-year-old. I'm definitely glad I came back to spark!
Another side note: The season premiere of American Horror Story comes on tonight! I'm so excited!