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Note to self: Make time for ME

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

I have been absent AGAIN from SP for about a month AND I feel it. The usual reasons:

busy-blah blah blah

the holidays- i love them but...

schedules- lots of travel...MN and all over the state of VA Loudoun county, Charlottesville, Richmond, South Boston

off track - just off

doctors appts- me, my husband, my father, my friend, my chidren
care giver- lots more to this story...stage 4 melanoma family friend

Feeling overwhelmed I decided to dedicate some of MY morning to logging into SP -and seriously hanging out. emoticon I was renewed, recharged, refreshed AND MOTIVATED AGAIN! emoticon

THANK YOU SPARKPEOPLE AND SPARKFRIENDS

to all who stop by and read my blog- thanks for reading my thoughts!

  
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JACKIE542 12/13/2013 9:15AM

    emoticon Nice to hear from you. You are so busy and have so much going on, glad being here recharges you. emoticon

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68ANNE 12/12/2013 7:14PM

    So glad you found that popping in to SP and sparking was such a great help to you! Hope you are finding less stress the rest of the year.
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Its October - the Ghosts are out and my old habits are trying to HAUNT me!

Saturday, October 26, 2013

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ITS MOVIE NIGHT! OH MY, overflowing bowls of popcorn drenched in gross amounts of butter YES- NO NO NO

When I sat down to watch the the movie I rented "The Heat" I, of course, made a bowl of popcorn. 100 calorie pop secret kettle corn. About 20 minutes into the movie my bowl of popcorn was empty! I thought OH NO what am I going to do? AND, without warning the ghosts of my past reminds me that at the movie theaters you get a HUGE bottomless bucket of popcorn drenched in butter flavored greasy oil!

STAY CALM STAY CALM STAY CALM

NO

I obsessed and then went and popped another bag of 100 calorie popcorn!


YES, I ATE ANOTHER BAG OF 100 CALORIE POPCORN AND ITS OK!!!

Im learning everyday and Im succeeding everyday!

As always, thank you Sp and fellow sparkers YOU are all helping me reach my goal of living healthier!

Best of luck to everyone

  
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RODGRODMEDFLOD 10/30/2013 12:26PM

    Great choices!

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SLIMMERJESSE 10/30/2013 8:19AM

    Good job! Welcome to SP!

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JACKIE542 10/26/2013 8:18PM

    Good job and yes that was ok, so much better than the theater popcorn. emoticon

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GIRLINMOTION 10/26/2013 9:15AM

    What a great comparison. Movie theater popcorn is deadly to people on a healthier lifestyle journey (you just can't stop at one handful).

way to go!

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I have a waist again!

Friday, October 25, 2013

As I stood in my kitchen this morning, I realized as I put my hand on my hip and then my waist- WAIT A MINUTE - I have a waist, really I felt it I really have a waist again!!! Too excited to explain. Its just one of those moments I wanted to log! This is amazing and I have just inspired myself today!
WOW
love the 6, 7, and 10 minute SP video workouts with Coach Nicole this along with my cardio must be working!

Hallelujah!
Sp and my SP friends - THANK YOU!

  
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SIXFOOT1 10/27/2013 10:29AM

    Congratulations! I enjoy moments like that much better than whatever the scale says. Enjoy it! You have worked hard for it!

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RODGRODMEDFLOD 10/25/2013 12:18PM

    Yahoo! What a great discovery emoticon

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JACKIE542 10/25/2013 10:19AM

    emoticon That is a great feeling!! Those videos do give you a great workout!! Have a great weekend. emoticon

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IMAGINE46 10/25/2013 10:08AM

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GIRLINMOTION 10/25/2013 9:43AM

    Oh what a feeling! How exciting! What a wonderful non-scale moment! Thank you for sharing your inspiring moment! Well done!

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THIS TIME!!!

Saturday, October 19, 2013

This time I know my efforts will work! I am shedding more than pounds already :

My fear to post a picture...I posted a recent picture of myself for my profile pic.

My fear to be completely honest with MYSELF- Until 10-8-13 (back on SP), I have talked myself into thinking I was ok with the way I looked and that this was just what comes with age...I am not ok with the way I look and I am definitely not ok with the way I feel.

My fear of starting a diet in the morning and by the afternoon my standard response was "Ill just start over AGAIN tomorrow"...Now I go to SP and find something to motivate me. Sometimes the motivation is an article but most of the time its fellow sparkers-thank you!

My fear of stepping on the scale daily...Im done hiding from myself. I weigh almost every morning and that keeps me on track.

My fear of noting everything I eat...I log all my foods the good the bad and the ugly.

This time I know my efforts will work!

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

GIRLINMOTION 10/19/2013 8:49PM

    Your going to do it. Knowing what you have to do and how your going to do it is have the battle. Each day does get easier once you work it into your lifestyle plan.

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JACKIE542 10/19/2013 12:25PM

    Sounds like you are making great progress, I love spark articles too, and so many of the motivational quotes, but mostly I love all the support. Good job of working through your fears. emoticon emoticon

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LIZZIE138 10/19/2013 9:10AM

    Great job on coming back to SP! Motivation abounds here. It needs to be a change of lifestyle, not a "diet". I look at "diet" as a dirty word that brings nothing but fear of failure to everyone. Keep up the good work and good things will follow. emoticon

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JAROL7 10/19/2013 8:58AM

    Yes or No is your decision. Most weight loss happens between the ears. I am on day #71 of my 97 day journey ... longer if necessary before goal weight and maintenance. You can do it!!!!!

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Finally posted a picture of myself and its a current one!

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

This was nerve racking for me. I love taking pictures BUT I don't like pictures taken of me. Its just too much work- hiding in the background, a forced smile -awkward because I'm trying to hold my stomach in, positioning myself for the most flattering pose.......EXHAUSTING physically and mentally.

Pictures are a visual history of our life story.
This picture is all me- on the water with my family!
Thank you fellow Spark friends for the confidence to post my picture!

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

SLIMBOT 10/17/2013 11:16PM

  Bravo! I've always been shy about having my picture taken, too. I still haven't worked up the nerve to post one on Spark, even though I've been on here a year. You're a braver soul than I!

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MOMMA48 10/15/2013 1:04PM

    You look lovely!

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GIRLINMOTION 10/15/2013 9:45AM

    We have to change that attitude. We are all beautiful, that is how God created us, we just need to remember that.

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LOWCARBRENEE 10/15/2013 9:29AM

    Good for you!

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JACKIE542 10/15/2013 9:25AM

    Hi there. I don't like pictures of myself either. Love to take pictures of other things. Great picture of you doing what you love. emoticon

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GONNAMAKE3 10/15/2013 9:07AM

    I can feel ya!

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EVIE4NOW 10/15/2013 9:05AM

  Boy do I hear you lol. Being the shortest I am always stuck in the front!

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