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struggle

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Today I stepped on the scale after I realized my scrubs are getting tighter and tighter. I haven't weighed this much since 2011. I'm disapointed in myself so many diffrent ways I feel angry and depressed.
I go visit my mothernin Florida in 6 weeks.
I've gained 41 pounds since I've moved from there. I can't believe all my hard work has went to waste.
Here is to my starting point. My scale saying 219 pounds again.
Ugh.
Balance work, family, my boyfriend and working out.
Wish me luck fellow sparkers.



  
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ADVENTURESEEKER 2/26/2014 8:35AM

    emoticon Start at the beginning, and the weight will come off again! You're worth it.

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2014TODAY 2/26/2014 6:28AM

    I'm so sorry. Don't give up. You will find things that work for you.

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dating

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Today I feel accomplished.
I work midnights and it is pretty hard to get into a routine enough and not be tired.
I have worked my schedule out where I can work out everyday.
I can feed my children and myself healthy dinners and I will have a clean house doing it.
The last week I have went from only doing a mile and a half to getting to six miles today.
6!!!!!

Well i'm starting to date again. Generally when I go out with a guy I order something that isn't very healthy and I will eat half of it. It seems like it is getting harder to find a guy who is willing to do things with you and go out on dates though.
Simple things count like hiking and a long walk. For him to want to be around me in general. Make the effort.
I know when I am seeing someone and I am happy I work out more and eat a little better.
I wish I could just find a guy who wants what I want and not be controlling or too serious.
My friends and family want me to focus on me but I think a good healthy sex life is part of being a adult.
I don't want to deal with someones drama or games. I just want to smile, feel good and have fun in the few moments we get to spend together.

  
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FUNNYBOYX 8/20/2013 7:58PM

    i too feel this way...i like the way you think....awesome !!!!!





here is a JOKE FOR YA!!!! emoticon

a politician,after a speech on many topics,was asking questions of the crowd. a man in that crowd was the first to ask his question,and asked the politician,are you high,or just incredibly stupid ???? the politician replied" i assure you sir,...i am not high " .... get it....i hope so,or you too are in the category with the politician...lol...................
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FUNNYBOYX 7/9/2013 6:36PM

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Addicted To food

Monday, March 18, 2013

I know it is hard to come out and say this and I have said it many times. I get addicted to food. To the point where I can't even taste it anymore.
Keep on track working out and controling what I eat is my best combact for this.

I watched a film on netflix while I did my mile and a half today about the food industry making everything taste and look better for us to get addicted to it.
I've said this time and again about McDonalds.

We are a brainwashed nation and I fall into the traps as well.

Anyhow keep eating good friends keep up working out.
Encourage eachother and be there.

Jennifer

  
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RAVENSONG37 3/20/2013 11:15PM

    Me too. Whole, unprocessed foods help me.

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TEXASLYNN 3/18/2013 9:00PM

    Food addictions are alive and well, and the food companies know just where to hit us.

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ADVENTURESEEKER 3/18/2013 8:43PM

    Yeah, you aren't the only one! emoticon

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HAPPYMENOW58 3/18/2013 7:40PM

    Hang in there!!! You are sure not the only one...Keep smiling and keep sparking!!!

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GLITTERFAIRY77 3/18/2013 7:32PM

  Forks Over Knives? Vegucated? Hungry For Change? Food Matters? ALL of the above have been inspirational in turning me into a pescetarian-that is, vegetarian with fish a couple times a week. I get most of my protein from nuts, seeds, beans, and cheese. There are tons of veggies that have protein and good fats, too. Do some research! Pretty soon-you'll be addicted to fresh vegetables.

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2013

Tuesday, January 08, 2013

I've been MIA because I have no way of getting on the site site. I wish Sparkpeople was more of a ap like facebook or other aps so we could blog and see eachothers stuff from our phones.
Anyhow. I dropped weight during the holidays!! I am so proud of myself. I am on a good path again. I am truley happy with my life.
I know everything happens for a reason and I will stive to work toward every goal I have.

Pretty simple
Jennifer emoticon

  
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ADVENTURESEEKER 1/9/2013 1:03AM

    Way to go on dropping weight over the holidays!!

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GEEKYGIRLCHERYL 1/8/2013 9:32PM

    Sounds like you finished the year great. You are doing emoticon

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JENNIK2 1/8/2013 8:49PM

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New day

Friday, November 30, 2012

So I missed yesterday with a blog. Oh well. I did a little christmas shopping and had lunch with a friend for her birthday.
I was up for 30 hours straight so I didn't work out. I did a hour on my work out bike today.
Pumping the water though me and eating right.

  
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PICKIE98 11/30/2012 3:51PM

    Time for a snooze on the treadmill!! Hope you catch up on the ZZZZZZZZ's!

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