Sunday, February 02, 2014
It was a hard hard year, physically, emotionally, and mentally. I had planned to lose weight but I had a bunch of things happen that either caused weight gain or kept me from exercising. I had an ectopic pregnancy in January of 2013 removed surgically so between the pregnancy and the surgery that started the year off setback. I had another early miscarriage in March of 2013. I went on to lose a few pounds and was regularly exercising but I got pregnant again in the summer and during ramadan so I stopped exercising just for that month. I lost that baby too at 12 weeks in September and I ended up hemorrhaging and being hospitalized. I had to get two blood transfusions and I bled for over 2 months straight. Because of that I was unable to start exercising again because my body was just not in a good place.
So it's 2014 and I feel like I am starting all over again for the 6th time. My weight is back up to 196.8 again. I am miserable. My body is still not normal from my last loss and I just want to feel normal again. For now I am going to do 30 minutes on my elliptical machine until I find out my new work schedule. then I will be slowly adding strength training in. 2014..... maybe this will finally be the year I get healthy again.