Friday, March 13, 2009
Today it hit me that my momentum is running thin very thin. Today at lunch I did bad yesterday I did bad. Basically this week food wise BAD!! Its like I can motivate others and normally it motivates me but I'm just like blah. Wednesday i was like I'm not going to the gym nope I'm not I'm tired and I just don't want to PERIOD!! But I was talking to a co worker and I got a perk of energy and I went...Am I happy that I went sure I am it felt good after I finished working out. My stress in my body and mind was gone. Thursday I got a call in the A.M. & had to go to another office so I workout at home due to that. Plus I was very stressed out day I was so about to scream!!Today same thing my energy was very low I was very tired I felt like i didn't get any rest. So I didn't workout I came home and went to sleep. I asked on of the Doctors I work with and she told me that it could be because of a blood condition that I have can make me very tired plus I'm a diabetic even though my sugar levels are okay it still can wipe me out. So Monday I have to take another blood test I didn't feel like doing it today.
But anyway I need to really get it together because I need to lose at least 4 more pounds this month and I can't let myself down for my bday and not lose 30lbs. I just can't I just can't...So this weekend starting Saturday I'm going to get back to my Atkins like I should and workout like I should at least 5 days a week...NO EXCUSES!!But Dang I'm just caught up...my boyfriend is not supporting me at all cause he keeps eating like normal and its hard to fix 2 meals so I'm going to have a talk with him as well. Let me stop cause I don't want to get depressed...TTYL!!
Have a Good Weekend!!