Friday, May 21, 2010
it has been the day of little things to do. i still haven't done everything i wanted to do, and at this point in time i don't have as much will power to finish things off. i had an unexpected visit from my dad and found out that the cancer has come back and has started to spread. we will find out more from the next visit in a few weeks, but of course things are up in the air until then. also his sugar levels have been out of control. and the waiting is of course one of the hardest parts.i need to wind down and try to relax as much as i can. being stressed out over things i can't control will do nothing but harm. tomorrow is a new day and fresh start!