Tuesday, August 31, 2010
My numbers keep fluctuating. I don't want to get bent out of shape about, but it hard not to. Knowing that you doing the right things or at least trying to do the right thing, it just not showing on the scale. Yea I know you not suppose to weigh everyday, but again I can't help it. I am so glad to have the BLC challenge though, because at least that keeping me focus. Just like when I was in nursing school and we did a lifestyle change, I manage to take it serious and actually loss 20 in 6 weeks. I did however, gain it all back when it was over though. This time after this challenge is over, I am determined more than ever to continue losing weight. I am determined not to be the big or fat girl anymore. I am determined to not to wear plus size clothing. I am determined to be more confident and less shy. I am determined to be more outgoing. I am determined to find someone worth my time. I am just determined to be a healthier person.