Monday, September 20, 2010
I have decided to get back to my poem writing. I use a random word generator to find 10 words, then write a poem using those words. Let me know what you think!
5. nudibranch (a shell-less marine snail having external respiratory appendages)
6. jabberwocky (playful imitation of language consisting of invented, meaningless words; gibberish)
Maybe I'm a MYTHOLOGER,
a person who believes in the legends,
the legend that I can be loved.
I am a NUDIBRANCH,
I live with my love and soul
plastered on the outside of my skin.
And yet you believe my love is
JABBERWOCKY. You mock my
You JEER my genuine belief
that I have the capacity to be more
than a MIDDLEBROW woman, desperate
for a man to want and need me.
You are a ROTTWEILER, knawing
at my flesh... Ripping me to shreds.
A TECHNICIAN, desperate
to fix my unrealistic raptures of life and love.
You would sell me to a PAWNBROKER,
for a newer version... a tricycle for a MOTORCYCLE.
Andrea, let me be. Allow someone to love me. Please.
The background of this poem is that lately I have felt that no one can love me. Coming from an abusive past, I have felt like I am only good for one thing and one thing only... I fight this every single day.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Holy smokes Batman!! Insanity is.... well, insane! I just did the Fit Test today. This is basically to test where you are at. You take the test every 15 days. Now, this isn't just like do a crunch and then a push-up. These are some crazy moves. I did the first move and I wad already dying!
I LOVE IT! If the fit test is a challenge, I know that Insanity is going to work. I know that it is going to at least give me a challenge and change my body in the process. The infomercial even makes me sweat, so now that I finally dusted off the box, but it in the blu ray player and jumped around my room- I know that I am going to be bikini ready for Vegas!!!
Now, I didn't do all the well on eating today. I know that I need to plan it out better, so tonight after homework, that is just what I am going to do. Plus, my boyfriend left for a week and gave me his credit card. Shopping spree at the grocery store!!!! Excited for tomorrow- plyometric cardio circuit: that just sounds hard!
Fit test results: (each exercise for 1 minute)
1. Switch kicks: 51
2. Power Jacks: 51
3. Power Knees: 70
4. Power Jumps: 16
5. Suicide Jumps: 9
6. Push-up Jacks: 5 (SUPER HARD!)
7. Low Plank Oblique: 50
GETTING SEXIFIED!!! WATCH OUT VEGAS!!!
Sunday, June 20, 2010
I am feeling a whole lot better today! It is amazing how different you actually feel when you change your diet. For lunch today, I had some chicken, rice, and a small salad. It filled me up more than my usual pizza and breadsticks. Well, it filled me up in a different way. I feel more satisfied that I actually put healthy food into my body rather than processed and fattening food.
I am also actually looking forward to my workout later. If I wasn't at work until 9, I would be outside enjoying the gorgeous weather. Maybe swimming or biking. I now have this urge to be active. This urge to push my body to a level I have never seen before. I used to be a swimmer. A very good swimmer at that and my body could do some amazing things. I want to surpass that and be proud that I have a capable, healthy body.
I am excited about my attitude today!!!! I have never actually felt that way before and it is an amazing feeling!
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