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Wednesday, August 10, 2011

It's been way too long since I posted a blog. I have been living life, but missing SparkPeople a lot. I feel torn between my regular life and my spark life. I know it's not good to spend too much time online, but my regular life wouldn't be as great as it is, if it weren't for SP. It is the number one tool I use in my healthy living journey. Everyone here is awesome. I have received so much motivation and support from all of you. I try to give some of that back, but I haven't been doing much of that, lately. I feel like I've abandoned all of you, and I hate that.

I especially feel bad for falling so short with my Motivational Captain duties on the Purple Stars BLC 18 team. It is really an awesome team, and I had great intentions to be supportive of all my teammates. My limited internet time, has caused me to be a big failure at it, though. I apologize to all of my team members, and especially my fellow captains. You deserve so much better, and I'm truly sorry. You are all amazing, though. Keep up the great work! The challenge will be over before we know it. Let's finish strong!

Being away from SP isn't entirely my fault. It is hard to find time when I can use someone's computer, when they aren't using it. Being home more would help that, but I also don't want to be sitting around all the time. It's funny to think that way, now. I used to sit around for hours at a time. The only time I got up, was when I HAD to do something. I watched way too much TV, and I spent a ton of time online.

I can't get that time back, but I can make the best of the time I have, now. I can spend my time doing things...doing life. I love that phrase. I don't know how many of you have heard of Ben Davis, and the Do Life Movement, but if you haven't, you should check it out. Ben is a great writer, funny, and has motivated me to be active.

When I first heard about Ben, a few months ago, I spent a couple of weeks reading his blog from the beginning. Now, I check it a couple of times a week, and catch up with what is going on with him. I also go to Ben's blog, when I need some motivation to get up and move. I really wanted to go to one of his 5K's, but I had to work on the days that he was close to where I live.

To learn more about him, watch this video, called My 120 pound journey: www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SbXgQqbOoU
You can also check out his blog here: bendoeslife.tumblr.com/ Click on beginnings to check out his story from the start.

I hope you find Ben's video and blog as inspiring as I do. SparkPeople is the key to my success, but Ben has been a big help, too. I was trying to come up with a tool joke there, but I'm too tired. You'd understand why, if you had read his blog. LOL

Well, since I'm so tired, I should probably go to bed. I hope you are all doing well! I miss you! Have a WONDERFUL WOO HOO WEDNESDAY! :)

Talk to you later!

Tisha

  
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AMY_1217 8/11/2011 11:18PM

    I've seen this video actually. I guess I didn't realize he had a full blog though. I should really check it out.

Don't worry about letting people down. As long as you're staying on track and can manage staying on track away from SP, then that's what counts! Not to say we don't miss you, because we do. :D

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MCJEN2010 8/10/2011 11:21AM

    We all have those times where life causes SparkPeople to take a back burner.....the most important thing is that we keeping moving forward in our journeys and come back to SP when we can! I know I am not doing well when I am avoiding SP. Not when I am too busy to be here, but sometimes I will just avoid it so as to not face how I am currently doing.

I am going to check out that blog, thanks for the link!

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GODDESSELLIE07 8/10/2011 9:32AM

    I love Ben's blog! I check it pretty regularly... he's very funny!

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CAROLYN_ROSE 8/10/2011 9:03AM

    Enjoy life!! It's a hard balance between your online life and outside life! I agree Spark is so helpful, but sometimes its okay to dissppear for a while! You are doing great

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*~*MICHELLE*~* 8/10/2011 8:34AM

    I am glad you are enjoying your summer! You should!

Here is SLIMKATIES spark page that you will love:

http://www.sparkpeople
.com/mypage.asp?id=SLIMKATIE>

Here is her AWESOME video of her weight loss journey:

http://www.sparkpeo
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Here is a link to her current blog:

www.runsforcookies.com



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Here are your points, Amy... :) LOL

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Ok. The pressure is on. I must write a blog. I'm not really sure what to write about, so I've just started typing and we'll see what comes out. :)

I really hope everyone is doing well. I'm great! I've just been really busy at work, and tired when I get home. I'm hoping my co-worker, who had shoulder surgery, will be back tomorrow. He will have his right arm immobilized for 6 weeks, though! He's right-handed. He'll be at work, but he's not going to be a ton of help. He will have to try to write and type with his left hand, and he can't really lift anything. I'm not really sure what he's going to do, besides answer the phone. He's working Saturday, by himself, though, so I guess he'll just have to do the best he can.

Anyway, I'm sorry I haven't been around much. I'm just drowning in work, and so I feel totally exhausted by the time I get home. Today, I'm doing better. My manager was there, and he helped me a little. I'm also home alone, so that helps me have some time to wind down.

Well, I wrote all of that a few hours ago. I had to leave the computer for awhile. Now, I'm back, and I just did my cardio workout. I did 500 step-ups outside, in the heat. I wasn't feeling so well when I came back in, but I'm ok, now. I'm glad I did some cardio, because I've really been slacking on it. I have such a hard time motivating myself to workout, since it got so hot.

I had been doing really well with my eating, but my brother made homemade chocolate chip cookies, yesterday. I've had 5 of them, two yesterday, and 3 today!! :( I don't usually have such a hard time, but they were so good. I've also been drinking quite a bit of my mom's pink lemonade. It is so refreshing, when you come in from the heat. Other than those things, I'm eating pretty well. I've been getting my freggies, so that's good. I don't think I'll have too much of a problem, now. The cookies are gone, and I'm going to put some water in the refrigerator so I'll always have really cold water to drink. Those things will help. I'm not going to feel too bad, though. I could have done much worse.

Well, I hope everyone is doing well. I'm sorry for making you wonder about me. Like I said, I've been busy. I hate neglecting my sparkfriends, though. :( Next week should be better, and I think I'll be home quite a bit this weekend.

Have a great Thursday, everyone! :)

  
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BABYSTEPSFTW 7/14/2011 3:26PM

    I am actually glad that you've been busy! :) It beats being sucked into the computer and sitting on your (okay, my) butt all day! I'm glad that you are keeping your health on the forefront of your mind! :D Keep sparkin' along!!!!!!

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TISHA80 7/14/2011 2:10PM

    Thanks, everyone, for the support! I know we all have lives, but I also know how much the support of my sparkfriends helps me to succeed in this journey, and so I try to be here to provide support for everyone else, too.

Amy, I did the step-ups at night, but it was still really hot, and the humidity is terrible here. I was literally soaked in sweat when I was done. I just had to rest for a bit, though. Then, I was okay. I am planning on buying a step, so I can do them inside, but for now, I have to go outside. I saw that you've been doing awesome with your steps! I can't imagine climbing those buildings that you are doing. Keep up the great work! :)

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AMY_1217 7/14/2011 1:48PM

    I like how you start a blog and then wander off. I'm bad about that too. lol

Great job on the step-ups! You may want to consider doing them at night before bed though. I don't want you passing out from heat exhaustion.

Have a great day today! And thanks for the point. :P

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TREP13 7/14/2011 10:23AM

    I ate three cookies the other day (my church makes the best cookies) and I totally went over my calories for the day. I made sure to do better the next day (I did) and get some cardio in. I'm glad that this is a lifestyle for us; in the past those cookies would have sent me down a long path of overeating and not exercising. And thanks for blogging. I miss my SP friends when they don't post blogs (although I am guilty of not posting very many).
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GODDESSELLIE07 7/14/2011 9:07AM

    Spark is about learning to live life again... I think it's only natural to not spend a ton of time on Spark after you learn the basics. I'm only on when I'm at work generally (shhh... don't tell the boss).

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CAROLYN_ROSE 7/14/2011 9:04AM

    Don't apologize for not being around Spark. It's okay when life gets in the way sometimes and you can't get online! You are doing this for you and you only!! It's great that you are still on track even though you haven't been online lately! That really shows how much you've changed and how this time this will stick!!! You are doing amazing! Don't be sorry when you are too busy to get online. It happens to all of us!

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I'm sorry

Sunday, June 26, 2011

I just wanted to write a quick blog to apologize to all of my SparkFriends for being away. It has not been a great week, but it could have been worse. I was sick, had computer problems, and haven't been home much since I started feeling better. I've barely been online and am so behind on everything. I'm so sorry for not being there for all of you. I hope you are doing well, and I promise to catch up, soon. I really need to get to bed, but I'll be back tomorrow to see how everyone is doing. I'm looking forward to this next week being better.
I have a three day weekend coming up, and I'm super excited about it! Now, I just have to get through the next five days. :) Work is going really well. I just worked all day yesterday, and so this weekend was really short. I'm looking forward to having some time to relax, as well as some time to get some things done, next weekend. I'll probably spend some time with friends, too. That will be nice.
Well, I hope everyone had a great weekend! To everyone in the BLC18, I hope the second week went well for you! Let's MAKE week 3 even better! GO PURPLE STARS!

  
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AMY_1217 6/27/2011 10:46PM

    I'm glad you're beginning to feel better. Its so draining to be down. It just leaves so so drained and exhausted.

Have a great week!

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BRDGT262 6/27/2011 2:57PM

    No worries dear, we are all busy, especially in the summer!! No one is mad at you! I haven't been on since Thursday myself! SP has been messing up my computer bad, it is making it run soooo slow, especially when I am checking my emails they send me! But, I have been doing virus scans and it is not a virus, so that's good. Some days it's fine, but most days it drives me insane! Glad to hear you are feeling better! And you have a 3 day weekend coming up, I'm sure that will help you!

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3BOYMOMMA1 6/27/2011 2:06AM

    No worries! It is great when I see you on here, but I know its much better to be living life than glued to the computer. I have no doubt you are with us in spirit even when you can't be online! :)
Hope this coming week is a fantastic one for you!!
Blessings!!!!

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TEACHERTB 6/26/2011 11:23PM

    Glad to hear you are feeling better!

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TREP13 6/26/2011 11:01PM

    Get some rest and feel better! Eat some soup. :)
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MCJEN2010 6/26/2011 10:56PM

    Hope you feel better and that tomorrow is the start of a better week for you! I was not on SP much the last few days, either. It was a busy weekend!

Take care of yourself!

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Reasons to succeed

Saturday, June 18, 2011

For a weekly discussion, in one of my teams, the captain asked us to come up with at least 5 reasons we must complete our weight loss and fitness goals. Here are mine.

I must complete my weight loss and fitness goals, because if I don’t…
1. I will follow in my dad's footsteps and have diabetes and heart problems.
2. I will not be able to live a full life.
3. I will die at an early age.
4. I will almost definitely not be able to have kids.
5. I will have to face all of the people that know I'm working on getting healthy.
6. I won't have the strength to complete my other goals.
7. I will stay boxed-in from my lack of confidence.
8. I will become depressed again.
9. I will have many regrets.
10. I will never be the healthy, happy, active me that I deserve to be.



She also asked us to create a vision collage. I've made one with magazines before, but I did this one on Oprah's website. Here is my dream board. My new life
I'm sorry. I know it's hard to see, because I crammed it full of pictures and words that express how I want the rest of my life to be.



Our captain also gave us the link to a website where you can upload a picture of yourself and they will show you kinda how you would look at a different weight. Here are my weight mirror before and after pictures.
This is just after losing 75 more pounds, but I want to lose at least 100 more pounds. I don't know how realistic the picture is, but it's fun to look at. :)

  
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CHANTI84 6/23/2011 11:32AM

    Hey Lady I miss ya! I like the idea of your list and your callage:) I know you can do it!! emoticon

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MISSIONGLAMAZON 6/22/2011 10:43PM

    I meant to do the assignments, I just never got around to it. I'm still working on them, and I'll post them in my own blog when I finish.

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CAROLYN_ROSE 6/20/2011 9:24AM

    You are doing great so far and I know you will succeed!!!!!

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TISHA80 6/19/2011 1:44PM

    Thanks for the support everyone! :) Here are the links for everyone who wants them:

Oprah's Dream Board
www.oprah.com/packages/o-d
ream-board.html


Weight Mirror
www4.weightmirror.com/wei
ghtmirror/index.php?id=



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CONICONSTANCE 6/19/2011 8:34AM

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MCJEN2010 6/19/2011 1:35AM

    That list will serve you well as motivation in the journey ahead! Great ideas! I need to make a vision collage as well. :)

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BRDGT262 6/19/2011 1:10AM

    Great job on coming up with your list, now you can read it to yourself everytime you think about giving up!!! You CAN do this!!! You are doing such a wonderful job, it won't be much longer and you will be looking like that after pic!!! And ya...me too...I want that link!!!

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AMY_1217 6/18/2011 7:27PM

    Ooh, I want that link! And I'm headed to Oprah's site to make a vision collage now!

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TREP13 6/18/2011 7:20PM

    That's pretty fantastic!!! You're already on your way to looking like that "after" picture.
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Time with friend

Friday, June 10, 2011

I had a really good night, last night. My friend called me to see if I wanted to do something. We decided to go to a movie, so we checked out the times. We only had a half hour to eat something before the movie started, so we went to Arby's. It didn't quite fit into my daily calories, but I love their Grilled Chicken & Pecan Salad Sandwich. I got just that, and water to drink. It was really good, and I didn't go very far over my calorie range. I don't feel bad, because it was worth it to have a nice time with my friend.

After we ate, we went to the movie. We watched Kung Fu Panda 2. It was pretty good. I had wanted to go see Bridesmaids, but the timing didn't work out. She wanted to see the new Pirates movie, but I haven't seen all of the others, so we compromised on Kung Fu Panda 2. It was a pretty good decision.

I was just glad to be spending time with her. She's having a rough time, and I hate that she feels so alone a lot of the time. She knows I'm there for her, but she's not very good about asking for help. I wish I could do more for her, but I'm always there to listen and I try to do stuff with her to help take her mind off things.

Anyway, after the movie, we went back to her place, which is in such a tiny town that it's pretty much in the country. We went on a walk and talked for almost an hour. It was a nice walk, but I'm paying for it. I was wearing flip flops, and I got two huge blisters. I will spare you the details, but the one on the left foot is pretty bad. It will be fine, though. I would do it again, because I really wanted to get my walk in and it was nice to get to talk to her.

Well, I hope everyone has a great weekend! I should be on here some. Talk to you later!
Tisha

  
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MCJEN2010 6/13/2011 9:06AM

    I read it! LOL I agree about the Subway.....if I buy a 12 inch I will eat the whole thing (or close to it anyway), where if I buy a 6 inch I am satisfied. I am just used to overeating! emoticon

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TISHA80 6/13/2011 1:01AM

    Thanks everyone! It was a good night.
My blister on my left foot is still bothering me, but if I tape gauze around it before I workout it cushions it enough that it doesn't hurt much.

Bridget, I think the sandwich was 750 calories! :) I'm not feeling bad about it, though. I wasn't that much over my calorie range and it was worth it. I'm planning on getting avocado next time I go to Subway, too. I love avocado! I go to Subway more often than I used to. I get their veggie sandwich pretty often, but recently I figured out it costs the same as a chicken breast sandwich. Well at least the footlongs are both $5. I'm not sure about the 6". I usually get a footlong and save half for later, because it doesn't cost that much more. The last time I went, I got the chicken breast, and thought I'd give it away. I ended up eating it, though. That was fine, because it fit in my calorie range for the day, but I don't think I should try that again, unless I want the chicken breast. So, now that I've bored you with a dumb story about a sandwich, I guess I'll end this. LOL Maybe you won't even read it since I'm commenting on my own blog. :)

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MCJEN2010 6/12/2011 10:04PM

    Awwww....glad to hear you were able to spend time with your friend! Hope you are taking care of those blisters, so they don't imped your fitness progress!!! Have a GREAT week!

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BRDGT262 6/12/2011 3:05PM

    That's so awesome you got to spend time with your friend!!! I love girl days, and movies, dinner, and walking!!! Be proud you ate what you did, that was definitely a healthier choice than most of the rest of their menu! :) Sounds yummy too!!! They have avacado at subway now, which I am so excited about, can't wait til wed. when my hubby gets paid, we are so having subway!!! I haven't seen the first Kung Fu Panda movie, but they look pretty funny! I haven't watched the other pirate movies either! lol! Anyway, sounds like you had fun, and you are a wonderful friend,don't worry bout that!!! :)

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AMY_1217 6/11/2011 11:30AM

    Its worth a few blisters to support a friend. :D I'm glad you had a good time. And I can't wait to see Kung Fu Panda 2 AND Bridesmaids. We don't go to the movies much.

You're such a good friend!

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LUVDOGZ 6/11/2011 8:01AM

    Sounds like such a nice day with your friend. I am sure she appreciates having you in her life! I hope your blisters get better very soon! I know those hurt!

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TISHA80 6/11/2011 12:14AM

    Thanks everyone! :) I really appreciate it!

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TRACEEAST 6/10/2011 6:30PM

    I saw Bridesmaids the other nite with my sisters. It was hilarious, but sooo much swearing. I don't know why they feel they have to have all that horrible language in movies for people to like them.
Your friend is soooo blessed to have a friend like you nearby to support her. I know I feel very blessed to have you in my life! You are the best! Have a great weekend!
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COOP9002 6/10/2011 2:12PM

    I am sure your friend is greatly encouraged to have you in her life.

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GODDESSELLIE07 6/10/2011 1:54PM

    Sounds like you had a really good evening! Now go take care of those blisters :)

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CAROLYN_ROSE 6/10/2011 12:51PM

    Sounds like you had a really nice day with your friend. You are such a wonderufl person so be always reaching out to people for help!! You are so kind and warm!!!

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